Dear Tyler,

Hi pumpkin! How are you doing on this Sunday afternoon? Mom is a bit better today. I was able to get some sleep last night so that is helpful. I was up at 6 am this morning. The pups were fed, coffee was made and they went for a short walk. Ozzy is only allowed 5 minutes at a time. We go out quite often so that he can stretch his little legs and to just get some fresh air. Mom is looking into getting him a little wagon of some sort so that we can walk longer and he can be comfortable and enjoy more time out. Hopefully I can find something soon. My arms and back are really sore from holding and picking him up all the time. We shall see how that goes. 
 I am writing to you now for a couple of reasons...1. Ozzy is relaxing and sleeping while I am writing to you and 2. We are suppose to have a skype call at 7 pm tonight with Tubal and Karen and then after that I have to call Grandpa. This way my letter to you is done and I don't have to worry about how I am going to do everything that needs to get done. I am trying to write to you daily even if it is a short letter. To Mom that is better than skipping days in-between. I know that you understand and see everything that is going on. I know you are working your magic and helping out as much as you can. Thank you for watching over us and making sure we are all safe, healthy and happy during these difficult times that we are all facing. Please continue to watch over us, Tyler. Mom appreciates it so much. I love you to the moon and back and all the way around the world. 
 Not much for updates today I am afraid. Last night we watched Lord of the Rings as Mark has never seen it. We need to finish it though as you know how long those movies are. We shut if off at 8:30 pm as Bob was tired (which amazes me every day because he slept all day long and was only up for 3 hours total) and Mark was pretty tired from not sleeping the night before. Mom watched tv until 11:30 pm and then decided to call it a night. After our skype calls tonight, Mom will watch tv while Mark sleeps. We are taking shifts to make sure that Ozzy doesn't jump off the bed or go down the stairs. We ordered a ramp the other day and it will be here tomorrow so that will give him back a bit of his freedom. The only stairs that we will have to block off are the ones up here. He will still have to be carried but he will have more freedom which I think he will enjoy. Mom is praying that things are healing for him and that we are following the doctors directions carefully but we will find out this week if any of this is getting better for the little guy. I am worried and concerned at what they will tell us but it is something that we have to know. Please help Ozzy, Tyler. Please don't let it be his time to leave Mom. I am just not ready for that yet. He is just 5 1/2 yrs old. Thank you from the bottom of my heart. Mom hasn't heard from anyone in a few days. It has been quiet on that end. Meme is helping out a lot lately to help Mom because she knows I can't do a lot right now with always having to keep my eyes glued to Oz. Mark said he was sorry for the argument that we had but honestly there was no emotion in the apology. I told him that and said I would not except it. That may be a bit mean but I know that if you are saying sorry, you need to mean it and not have it just be words and that was exactly what he did. We haven't said much today at all. It is okay though. I think Mom is still needing to process everything that was said and just have more alone time. I am dealing with it and Mom is okay. Don't worry about me! 
 Little Oz is sleeping in his bed next to me. I feel so bad for him. I question why this had to happen to him or what exactly happened because one minute he was good and the next he wasn't. Was it something that I did and he fell? I keep beating myself up over this whole thing. He doesn't deserve this regardless. He is so young and he deserves to be playing and running around. There is so much going on in this world that everyone is feeling loss of some kind. Businesses are feeling it, retail stores are too. Here, all the theme parks aren't opening for some time now, people are losing their jobs daily and there is nothing out there for them to find a new one, families are losing there loved ones without being able to be by their side, hold their hand and get closure. Instead they are told to stay away, no visits, no nothing and they can't even give them a proper burial. My heart hurts for everyone. I pray for everyone. I pray that it gets better sooner rather than later, I pray that it is safe to be out in public and not have to worry about this virus any more. I pray that there will not be a second wave of this like other countries are experiencing. I guess the second wave is worse than the first. The United States don't need that at all...no one does. Through all this heartache and pain, Mom is trying to stay busy, stay positive. That is the only thing helping me get by. 
 The little guy is awake and it is time for them to go outside for a walk. He needs a bit of fresh air. Mom will be back tomorrow with another letter to you. I will light your candle this evening after the calls are done. I will whisper to you before I go to bed as well. Smile when you hear my voice and I will smile back to you my sweet precious son. Remember that you are the wind beneath my wings and you will forever live inside my heart, mind, body and soul. Have fun tonight while I sleep. Come visit me in my dreams if you can. Until tomorrow comes....good night and sweet dreams later. I miss you so much...more than words. I love you, Tyler.
 Always, Mommy xoxoxo. Muah ❤