Dear Tyler,

Hi my sweet son! How are you doing on this Monday afternoon? It just turned 1 pm and Mom wanted to write to you now because we are supposed to be getting some pretty severe thunderstorms until 7 pm tonight. We are getting a pretty good one right now. The thunder is so loud and the wind is whipping and the rain is extremely heavy...just like the weather said we would get. I wanted to make sure that I got the chance to write to you now because I have a feeling that the rest of my day will be making sure the pups are okay and not as scared as they are right now. 
 Mom was up at 6:30 am. I couldn't sleep. I was anxious as Meme was taking Bob out today to get his INR checked. They left at 8:15 am and didn't get home until 10:30 am. Mom was so angry. I called Meme twice to see what the heck was taking so long. She didn't answer the first time but she did the second time and she knew I was not happy at all. She told me that it was a quick trip for him to get his finger pricked and have someone check his levels. That was not the case. Then after they were done that instead of them coming home they went to the post office and then to the grocery store. She just went yesterday to get groceries. I told her that she has put all of us at risk and I did not appreciate that one bit. I don't care if she is angry at me at all. She takes none of this seriously and it is about time she starts. She should have right from the start. I have pulled no pushes in telling her how I feel. No they want Bob to go every other day to get his level checked. I told her that if they wanted to do that then fine but they will have to go somewhere else and stay as that is way to risky for us. She just doesn't understand or care. If she leaves on Wednesday morning and goes, Mom will have to put her foot down and she will change the lock on the door. I am done with everyone in this house thinking things aren't a big deal. I have no problem with being a b*tch. If the doctors feel that Bob is that bad then he should be admitted to the hospital. I know that sounds cruel and mean but with everything going on it is not okay to put others at risk like they both are now. I am tired of being the only one thinking logical. Mom was so besides herself that I dusted everything downstairs, cleaned the tables, the cabinets, counter tops and then vacuumed and mopped all the floors. It took me 2.5 hours to do everything. After I did that I had breakfast and then went upstairs to make the bed and take my shower. The hot water felt so good. I came into my office and called Aunt Kristina. I needed someone to talk to and who would listen to me. I feel a bit better now. I am still angry and don't want to talk to anyone at this point. I am listening to music, listening to the thunder and rain and writing to you. To some extent it is soothing to me. Mark is in his office looking pretty busy. He has been doing paperwork all day long. He never heard from that lady about the interview that he had so I guess that means they chose someone else. I know he is bummed at that and I am giving him his space. Meme I think is in her room being very quiet and not talking to anyone which is probably a good thing right now and of course, Bob is sleeping. 
 Last night we watched the final movie of the Harry Potter series. It was okay. I think Mom expected a bit more but whatever. It was just Mark, Mom and Meme watching the movie as Bob was tired at 6 pm so he went to bed. He slept all day long as well and was only up for 3 hours total. The movie was over at 8 pm, Meme went to bed and Mark and Mom stayed up until 10 pm. I called Grandpa and Debbie to check in. They are doing well. No worries there. It sucks as they would have been flying in this Sunday if all this was not going on. Now we all have to wait for 5 more months. Mom is bumming but I would rather have them healthy. I sure hope that when they get here, they decide to move. I know it wouldn't be the original plan but that is fine by me. I just miss Grandpa so much. I want to see him more. My fingers are crossed that they choose this. 
 The rain has slowed down a bit but the thunder and lightning is still upon us. Princess is panting and Ozzy is not wanting to come out from hiding. It is going to be a very long afternoon. Ugh.... The rest of the day will have to be played by ear and tonight will be very quiet. Mom has no desire to talk to anyone at all. I will be keeping to myself and doing my own thing. Maybe a long hot bath will be on the schedule. Just tv tonight and then bed. Mom will be sure to light a candle for you and whisper to you like I do every night. Smile to me and I will smile to you. I miss you so much my sweet precious son. Oh how I wish we could talk. I miss your face, your voice, your smile. I miss you more than words. I love you to the moon and back and all the way around the world. You will forever be my hero and the wind beneath my wings. You will always live inside my heart, mind, body and soul. Please continue to keep watch over us and keep us safe, healthy and happy. Thank you, pumpkin. Mom will be back tomorrow with another letter to you. Hopefully the weather will be better! Continue to spread those wings and fly high and free. Until tomorrow comes...good night and sweet dreams later tonight.
 Always, Mommy xoxoxo. Muah ❤