Dear Tyler,

Hi my sweet son! How are you doing on this Friday afternoon? Mom is alright. I have been crazy busy all day today. I was up at 6 am when I heard a very loud bang noise. Bob fell out of bed this morning again. I did manage to fall back asleep for a short bit and I was up again at 7:30 am. Pups were fed, coffee was made, walks got in and then Mom relaxed for a short few minutes and chatted with Meme before I decided that I was going to go venture out today to get all the essentials that we needed for the next 3 weeks. I was showered and ready by 9:30 am. Meme wanted to go so I let her come with me. we were gone for about 2.5 hours. we went to 2 different stores and we were in there for about 1.5 hours. The rest of the time was driving. we got everything we needed except for cleaning supplies. There still is no Lysol wipes or anything but we managed to get water and toilet paper so that is a good thing. We got home and we put everything away. It took Mom almost 1.5 hours to do this. Everything needed to be rearranged to fit. That was a chore in itself! After I did that, I came upstairs and took another shower and then did all the laundry including the clothes that I was wearing out today. I finished that up and made a call and spoke to a friend for about 20 minutes. Now I am writing to you. It is quiet. Meme is knitting and watching a movie, Mark has been on a call all day long since 9 am and Bob is back in his room sleeping again. He will be up in a little bit for dinner and then go back to bed for the night. Last night was another rough one. We were watching the news, Mark was outside and Meme said something to him in regards to covering his mouth when he sneezed and he went off the deep end and was swearing, etc... I was like...ok...tv is going off and I am going outside. Meme went to her bedroom to watch tv and Bob went to his room. I told her I was not pleased at all with his outburst and I am not going to tolerate it for much longer. Yup, he is sick but he needs to do all the things we are to stay safe...period! He doesn't want to then he can stay in his room. He wants people to feel sorry for him and I am not that person at all. He is not doing what he can for himself so until that happens I think it will be pretty quiet here. He still doesn't say anything at all. Maybe 5 words here and there. He stopped playing his game now. That was the one he was playing all day and all night. He hasn't done it now for 3 days. He is sleeping all the time again. No exercise whatsoever which is not good. I don't know, Ty but things are not looking good for Bob. Meme told me today when we were out that if this keeps up and he continues to not do what is needed and acts the way he is to her and all of us then he will be needing to be placed somewhere because she is getting to the point where she can no longer handle it. I said nothing. I just listened. That is not for me to say. That is between her and him. The night for Mark and I was good. It was relaxing for the most part. Mom wasn't feeling that great in the beginning but after about an hour or so I was doing just fine. Mark watched tv and Mom played on her phone. Looking at emails, looking at stuff for my box and then playing a game. We both called it a night around 10 pm. Tonight I believe will be quiet as well. I am sure Mark is tired from his conference call that has lasted over 8 hours now. I think we will sit outside for a bit and then watch a movie. It is Friday and it is April 3rd. We are in Day 9 of lockdown. It is still going ok but lots of people were in the stores when we were. That was the 1st time out in 10 days for me. We got the essentials that we needed and that was it! Mom wasn't taking any chances at all. I am tired though as we rushed around the stores. I think it will be an early night for me...lol. This weekend will be sitting by the pool. Grilling dinner and that is about it. We have done that the last 2 weekends as well. The weather will be much cooler so the pool will not be 80 degrees but I will still go swimming! I need to get my laps in and relax after this long week! I will write to you probably from my cell phone and during the evening as I have not been going on my computer on Saturday or Sunday. I will write to you though. Mom promises you! I will light your candle later tonight as well and I will whisper to you before I go to bed. Please continue to be with Mom and watch over us all. Thank you my sweet precious son. It means a lot to me. I know you are really busy but try to have some fun while I am sleeping. Come visit me in my dreams if you can. I know you did last night but it was confusing. First you were little and healthy, then you got sick and then it went to your graduation. Very confusing but Mom loved seeing your face and hearing your voice. I miss all that. I miss you. I love you to the moon and back and all the way around the world. You are my hero and the wind beneath my wings. Forever you live inside my heart, mind, body and soul. Mom needs to start prepping for the night routine. It is after 4:30 pm and I have no idea what is for dinner tonight. The pups will get fed and then we will go for a nice walk after. Continue to shine bright and light the path for Mom. Keep us all safe from this virus that is taken the world by storm right now. Thank you. Until tomorrow comes...good night and sweet dreams later.
 Always, Mommy xoxoxo. Muah ❤