Dear Tyler,

Hi pumpkin! How are you doing on this Tuesday afternoon? It is almost going on 4 pm and Mom is just getting done things that I needed to do for the day. I have a bit of time to write to you and then I am going to go swimming for an hour or so before it is time to feed the pups and take then for a walk. Then Mom will make dinner for Mark and I. That is exactly what we did last night and it was amazing. Mom slept pretty good and was only up once during the night! Anyways....
 Today was a typical day for the morning. Pups got fed, their walk was done and then then Mom made bacon and breakfast for everyone...well Bob was still sleeping so it was Meme, Mom and I. I did the dishes and then waiting for Meme to get back from the post office. I undid the mail and then trotted upstairs to get ready for the day. I have been in my office all day long. Meme has been in her room and Bob has literally been sleeping all day long. He was up for about an hour and then went back to sleep. It is 4 pm. He will get up for dinner and then go back to bed for the night. Things are not good with him. His breathing is getting really bad now. Meme mentioned something to him earlier and he just gave her a look. He knows that he is failing faster and faster every day. He is awake for about 3 hours a day and sleeping the rest of the time. He says hardly anything to us and just stares out to whatever he is looking at. The doctor is concerned for Meme. She chatted with her today. She wants Meme to go on depression pills because of everything going on with Bob and the weight that she has gained. Meme said she could prescribe them but she won't take them. That is not cool. I tried talking to her and she wouldn't listen so I stopped. Mom doesn't know what to do for either of them anymore. I try and try and get no where. Please help me if you can. Send me signs so that I know, please and thank you.
 Days are running into one another. The days and nights are longer. Things are depressing enough as it is with being locked down and we are just at the half way point. We still have 3 weeks to go. Someone posted today that Floridians might have to stay this way until a vaccine is found and that could be up to a year. That is not okay or cool. I get the safety of us all but we can't be locked away for that long. Mom is afraid of the well-being for us all. I hope there is some good news out there and soon. I pray every day for it. 
 Mark had a good phone call today. He is having a couple more tomorrow and he could be hired for a job. My fingers and toes are crossed for him. We need this. There are a few options for him. I just hope that this job is remote work as I worry about his health and what he went through last year. It is almost 1 year from the first scare. he is doing better now. we exercise and swim a lot together so that is keeping us fit and healthy. We enjoy it too. We also walk which is good. We are getting better sleep and eating less. All healthy options! Please be with Mark tomorrow with the phone calls. I hope something positive comes through. Mom is praying like crazy now. Thank you my sweet precious son.
 My friend, Michele, Dottie's granddaughter, her Dad, Royal looks to be gaining his Angel wings really soon. She posted that he is now on Morphine for comfort measures and that he has a nurse by his side playing his favorite music and holding his hand so that he is not alone during the time he leaves the physical world and crosses over. My heart is breaking for the family. I know that Dottie is awaiting his arrival and will greet him with open arms. I am saying prayers for everyone during this time as I know it has to be even harder as they can't see him or be with him because of this Coronavirus. None of them will ever get to say a proper goodbye to their Dad/Husband. That is gut wrenching. I know Mom will see something tonight about his passing. So many sad things going on in this world. Nothing seems positive anymore. Mom will let you know tomorrow. 
 I lit a candle for you yesterday and I totally forgot that it was burning when I left my office last night. I never saw it burning so it stayed lit all day, afternoon, evening, overnight and all day until this afternoon when I remembered. Ugh.... too much is going on. I haven't done that in a long time. Glad everything was okay. I will light a candle for you tonight when I am watching tv. It will be for Royal too. I will whisper to you later this evening as well. Smile for me and I will smile for you. Please watch over us all. Continue to fly free and have fun while Mom gets some sleep. I will be back tomorrow with another letter to you. Always know you are missed and loved beyond words and to the moon and back and all the way around the world. You are my hero and the wind beneath my wings. Forever you live inside my heart, mind, body and soul. Until tomorrow comes....good night and sweet dreams later, Tyler. Thank you for being my bright shining star. Mom loves you so much...unconditionally.
 Always, Mommy xoxoxo. Muah ❤