Sunday, December 7, 2014

Dear Tyler,

Hi pumpkin! How are you doing on this Sunday afternoon? Mom is doing a little better than yesterday. After my letter to you there were some things that could be options for Mark & I so things are not are grim as they were last night. Things could go pretty well if some folks are on board with it. My fingers & toes are crossed & I could use all the help from you & all the Angels up above. We just need this to work & go through. If not we are back to where we were & we really don't want to go back to that place yesterday. It really hurt us both very much. 
 Today is another overcast, raw, & cloudy day. No rain as of yet but it looks like the sky could open up at any time & the rain would fall. Went grocery shopping for the next 12 days before we take off to NH. Mark stayed in the truck because we brought Snicks out for a ride. He loves that. Head is out the window & he just sniffs in the air. It is cute. I am sure you are smiling & laughing when you see it. We are trying to get him set for the long ride up to NH. It will take us 3 1/2 days to get there...2200 miles...even longer than the times we drove to Florida. Remember those times? You slept for most of it.. you were lucky! Things will be just fine & we will get there on time.. You know how I know??? It is because you will be right there with us. Watching over us & making sure that everything is good. I will be looking for the signs from you during that whole trip.
 Everything else seems to be good with our family. Spoke to Meme & Grandpa last night. They are doing good along with Bob & Debbie. Bob has a doctors appointment this Friday for another surgery. They are hoping to have it done before Christmas. Debbie has her surgery on December 30th. I hope that both will be successful for them. I know that you will be with them all during those times. Thanks Ty! Everything is good with Aunt Becky & John. He is recovering every day & doing better!
 Here is the daily prayer for today. December 7~ I pray that you may have the power to comprehend, with all the saints, what is breadth & length & height & depth, & to know the love of Christ that surpasses knowledge, so that you may be filled with all the fullness of God. I know you love me, Lord! I feel your presence today as I work. I see your answer to last week's prayer right before my eyes. I feel my spirit lifted when I sing praises to you as I drive in the car. You are behind me, before me, & in me. Wherever I go, I am surrounded by your love---- love that knows no bounds & has no end. Thank you, Lord. All I can say is, " I love you too!" Celebrate love, for it is the breath of your existence. I know that God loves me. I know that he is looking after me in all that I do daily. I know he is there while I am awake & I am sleeping. I am blessed to have him, all the Angels & you especially, Tyler watching over me, Mark, & our family & friends. Thank you so much for these blessings. 
 I am wondering if I will see the moon peak out tonight. I don't think there will be any stars but who knows. I will be looking for them as I walk Snickers. I will whisper to you as I always do. Hope you will be listening out for Mom. Tonight I wish that you have a evening filled with all that you need it to be & want. May it be restful, quiet, & peaceful for you. Sweet dreams my sweet precious son. You are forever in my heart, mind, & soul.
 Always, Mommy xoxoxo. Muah!

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