Dear Tyler,
Hi my sweet son! How are you doing on this sunny Sunday evening? I hope that where you are right now in this very moment you are soaking in the sun or doing something that you love to do! Mom is so sorry that I was not able to write to you the past few nights as I was so busy during the day & at night I was just completely exhausted & went to bed around 9 pm.
We finally received our things from Texas. It all started around 4 pm on Thursday & the men left around 5:30 pm. They were not the most friendly guys that I have met before. When they were done there were several big pieces of furniture & about 50 plus boxes to unpack & put away. We worked on it until around 12 midnight & then went to bed. All day Friday Mom worked on it while Mark went to work. I was finished unpacking & putting things away around 4 pm. I had started at 7 am. It was a long day & I was so tired. Saturday mom & Mark did some organizing of the things & started around 8 am & finished at 5 pm. Another long day. We ate dinner & watch tv for a bit & Mom went to bed at 9 pm. I was so tired & sore. Today we rearranged a few more things & then went out to get puppy food & a few little things. Back home we came. I have put everything away while Mark went & did all the trash...there was so much of it..ugh! Now I have dinner cooking on the oven & we will be eating in an hour so that is why I wanted to write to you now. After dinner I will be so tired & probably going to bed early again.
The weather here was just beautiful. It was sunny & in the 60's today. We took the pups for a walk a couple times. They enjoyed it & so did I. The fresh air was so nice! Monday is suppose to be in the 70's. I can't wait for the warmer weather. The snow is almost all gone from here! I think by the end of the week it will all be melted. The 20' snow banks are now probably about 6'. Such a huge improvement!
Let's see what else is new... Bob got discharged from the hospital Saturday. They did a scope down the throat & saw nothing so that was a good thing. The doctors also shocked his heart again for the 3rd time. Said that things went good so we shall see. I know they are playing around with his meds again. They also put him on Lovonox shots like you had. Remember them? It was the blood thinner. Those are better than what he was on. I really hope that things turn around for him. He really needs a break & so does Meme. I know you are with them when you can be. Thank you. Grandpa & Debbie are fine & doing well. Everyone else seems to be well too in our big family!
Your friend Greg should be becoming a daddy really soon. His fiance is due soon. They are giving their little boy you middle name! I think that is so cool & I know you are honored by this. I know I am.
I heard Wind Beneath My Wings the other night & I started singing it & I lost it. You know why. That was my song to you. I sang that to you in the hospital & when I was finished your heart stopped & you were gone. That song will never be the same for Mom again but has so much meaning for me. I wonder if you heard me singing. I hope you did & I hope you were smiling even though I couldn't see you. Did you ever know that your my hero? You're everything I would like to be! This is so true! If I could fly higher than an eagle...you are the wind beneath my winds. Thank you, thank you, thank God for you, my wind beneath my wings! I love you my sweet precious son. I miss you more than words can say. Even though I go on with my day, you are always in my thoughts & prayers. I talk to you all the time. I always will.
Tonight I should be able to see the stars & moon shining bright in that dark clear sky. I will look to them & whisper to you as I always do. Hope you will be listening for Mom's voice & you can hear me. I hope that you have a wonderful night & may it be all that you need & want it to be. I hope that if you do rest up there in the Heavens I hope you have the sweetest dreams & I hope to see you in mine as well. I love to get signs from you. Lets me know you are around & you are thinking of Mom.
You are forever in my heart, mind, & soul. You are my everything. Don't you forget that! Continue to watch over us all. Thank you so much!
Always, Mommy xoxoxo. Muah!
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