Dear Tyler,

Hi pumpkin. How are you doing tonight? Oh Ty.. Mom is just so sad & crushed to hear of the news that my sweet dear friend past away last night. You knew her as you went to college with her. Mom would always talk to you about her too. Her name was Holly. When you passed away she was the 1st friend to contact Mom because she knew exactly how I felt as she lost her sweet Becca a few years ago. We talked quite a bit as she recently had several medical issues going on. Her other daughter, Hailey found her Mommy in bed this morning. As you could see I am just crushed to no end. I am just in shock right now. I have cried & cried after I heard this news. Holly was such a sweet friend & person & like you & many others she did not deserve the cards she was dealt in this life. Please Tyler when you see her please tell her that I love her & will miss her so much. I know she will be reunited with her sweet Becca Boo & she will be so happy but so many of us here in the physical world will miss her so much. I know she will be keeping an eye out on you too for Mom. We spoke about you many many times. I am so sorry but I can't even think straight right now. My head hurts & so does my stomach but I wanted to write to you just the same. Please forgive Mom if this letter doesn't really make sense tonight. I know you can see me & I know you can see how much Mom is hurting. Thanks Tyler!
 I also wanted you to know that we will be leaving to go up North for a long weekend for Easter so I will not be bringing my computer with me. I will write to you tomorrow but not on Saturday & I will again on Sunday night when we return home. I hope you understand. I know you will. I want to have the quality time with our family & a few friends this weekend so I don't want to be boggled down with a computer. It can wait for a couple days. I plan on coming to see you this weekend. I wouldn't make a trip there & not come. I will have to leave you a little Easter gift...perhaps some Peeps or Reese Peanut Butter Cup in the shape of eggs? I know those were your favorites. When you see them just know those are from Mom. We shared the love of those dang Peeps! Remember the time we ate so many we got that nasty sugar high & then crashed & was so sick...lol! I do.. it makes me smile & laugh when I remember those times. Mom is looking forward to seeing everyone but I really wish I was coming to see you! I miss you so much. I love you beyond anything in this world. Please know that! Please remember that!
 Aunt Beck told me that Forrest is staying with them for a couple days this weekend. You usually come through with a message for Mom. I hope you have one for me this time too as I could really use it. I will be getting in touch with Forrest to have another reading done as things are slowing down for us here. I hope you will come through as you did before. I have lots of questions for you & lots of things I am curious about. It would mean the world to me if you did. I am hoping that Nana, Pepe, Wendy & now Holly will come through as well. Spread the word for Mom. I will keep you posted of the date. Thanks! 
 It is getting late but I wanted to write to you. The evening sky is very much upon us & I have a feeling that the stars & moon are shining brightly as I have not been outside today. I will whisper to you as I always do. Be listening for Mom. I hope that you have many sweet dreams tonight & I hope to see you in my own dreams as well. You are forever in my heart, mind, & soul my sweet precious son. I miss you & I love you.
 Always, Mommy xoxoxo. Muah!

P.S. Please watch over us as you always do. A little extra for Mark as he is sick & on medicine to get better. Thanks Ty! Also I am sorry there is no sayings or quotes but I didn't have the chance to look any up & honestly I don't really feel like it after the news Mom got. Please forgive me. Thank you. 
 Also, make sure to give all the pups hugs & kisses from Mom. I miss & love them too.