Dear Tyler,

Hi pumpkin! How are you doing today on this Thursday afternoon? Mom hopes that you are doing the best you can, you are the happiest ever, & you are learning everything you need to for what life has in store for you next. Mom is still kind of having a rough one. I was not able to sleep all that well last night even though I was exhausted. Ozzy was having such a rough day & night. Poor little guy is teething so bad that he was sick during the night & he was so restless. Mom was up almost every 2 hours. I am still exhausted & I am trying to not do so much so that I can let my body relax & get better. I definitely have a head cold with a nasty cough. Mom's eyes keep closing every once & a while so I am so sorry if this letter is short & doesn't make sense...lol.
 Mom has done it... I have enlisted for online college classes. Mom is going back to school. I will be starting the beginning of May. I think I will do well but I am a little scared for this. It will be a big challenge for Mom but I think I am ready for it. Everything will be finalized tomorrow morning. I am nervous, but I know that you will be with me every step of the way. 
 I also have been designing the flat stone for you & the bench. I have been looking at pictures that I think you would like on you have the proper of Jack & Zero. I also found a quote that I really like & seems fitting. It says " people always ask me when I am going to come down from the clouds. My answer is never. I love this view. I was going to choose the color black granite for you but decided on going with the gray granite so that the images will stand out more. I hope that you will like it & I am excited to get this project going so that you have what you deserve. I hope it will make you smile, Ty.
 I think that our family is well. I speak to Meme on a day to day basis. I spoke to Aunt Beck this week as well. I haven't spoken to Grandpa lately but I am sure he is just really busy with working, & going to see great grammy. I will have to call him tonight to see how he is. Princess is good. She is kind of skittish lately so Mom is not really sure where that is coming from. She is still learning to be potty trained. Ozzy is doing better today. Right now he is chewing on a raw hide treat that I gave him. He slept for 3 hours today so he is wide awake & ready to go. He is all teeth..lol! I will be so happy when he is done teething. Yikes.. his baby teeth hurt. Remember when Snicks bit you on your ear? Remember how sharp his teeth were? Those are Ozzy's choppers right now. It hurts! 
 Well, the weather has been half overcast & then blue skies.  It keeps switching. It is pretty cold out there though. Only 42 degrees outside. Just weird as it is the end of April. The weather should be in the high 60's. I will not complain as there is no more snow. It finally has all melted! One happy girl right here right now! I am not sure what the night sky will be tonight. I don't know if we will see any stars & moon shining bright. No worries if we don't see them because I will whisper to you as I always do. Be listening out for Mom. I hope that you have a wonderful evening tonight. It you can I hope you have many sweet dreams. I am hoping to have some dreams with you in them too. Come visit Mom. I love you my sweet precious son. I miss you so much. Continue to watch over us all. I thank you for this. 
 Remember you are forever in my heart, mind, & soul. Always, Mommy xoxoxo. Muah!