Dear Tyler,

Hi my sweet son. How are you doing on this Tuesday evening? Mom is tired, angry, frustrated, & every other emotion that you can think of. I wanted to write to you really quick because I am awaiting a phone call from Meme. I am not sure if I will be making a trip up to NH tonight or tomorrow. Tyler, please go be with Meme & Bob. They both need you pumpkin. I guess Bob fell this morning & hit his head again & gave himself rug burn on his head. He went to the doctors & his PCP has stated that Bob can no longer be by himself & he needs to go into a home. Meme just called me as they were at the hospital emergency room awaiting & she said she would call me later. This is not a good sign.. we both know this. This is so sad. I am worried for both Bob & Meme. I know I don't have to tell you because you already know but I will keep you posted as it is a healing for Mom. 
 Today was day 2 of the hardship that Mark & Mom are in. We are trying. Mark is trying so hard. I am leaving in all in God's hands right now. I know that things will work out & we will be ok. We both have our faith so that is what we are holding onto at this point. If you can be with us as well that would be great. We need you too. 
 Remember how I said that Grandpa had been sick with a cold? I spoke to him yesterday & come to find out he has double pneumonia. Great Grammy has a nasty cold as well & the doctors are hoping that she doesn't get pneumonia as well. 
 I just heard from Meme & they are admitting Bob & as of tomorrow they will be looking at facilities for him in the morning. I am so sadden by this news. Everyone is so full of emotions right now. Everyone is at each others throats. This is a lot to deal with at 1 time, but I know that we all will get through this as we have you watching over us & all the Angels, & God above. Thank you Ty!
 I am going to close this letter as I am just tired, my head hurts & I just am angry right now at so many things. I am sorry Tyler, so please forgive Mom. I miss you so much & I love you more than words can say. I hope that you have a wonderful peaceful & restful evening tonight. May it be all that you need & want it to be. Have the sweetest dreams tonight & please visit me in my own when I fall asleep. You are forever in my heart, mind, & soul my sweet precious son.
 Always, Mommy xoxoxo. Muah!

PS. I saw this quote today that was fitting for what is going on. You will get a kick out of it.

" God never gives you anymore than you can handle, so he must think that I am bad ass. " 

Love you pumpkin xoxoxo.