Dear Tyler,

Hi my sweet son. How are you doing on this Wednesday afternoon? I hope you are happy as ever & you are doing all kinds of things that make you smile & make you happy. Today has been a better day for Mom & it really has been productive for me for a change. I did some house work & then I baked some raspberry squares & fudge brownies for Mark. I love to cook & bake & really need to do it more. It is 1 thing that makes Mom smile & happy. I miss baking cookies & cupcakes for you though. I rarely bake chocolate chip cookies though as I know they were your favorite. I just can't bring myself to make them. Maybe someday as they are Mark's favorite too. Boy.. when I really think about it you & Mark have so much in common from movies, games, books, food, colors, cars, motorcycles, etc... the list goes on & on. It makes me smile & lets me talk about you to so many folks. I love talking about you & I do it all the time. I always will. I miss you so much but I remember what you have said... You did what you were suppose to do here in this physical world & you needed to move on & you needed to pass on to learn more things for your next life. I do understand, really I do.. I guess I just wish I had had more time with you, but I am very grateful for all the time I did have. 22 years could have been so much less. I thank God every day for what we had together & all the memories that we got to share & make. I cherished them then & I will always continue to cherish them. 
 Meme called again today with an update with Bob. She is bringing him to the doctors again tomorrow. Guess the blood pressure is still a big problem & all he does is sleep. Please continue to be with them both Ty. They need you pumpkin. Thank you so much. Please watch over us all like I know you do daily. I need you to. I need you every minute of every hour of every day. This will never change. I miss you so much. I love you beyond the moon & back!
 The evening sky is upon us now. The sun is starting to set & last nights sunset was absolutely gorgeous. I ended up taking pictures of it & posting it on facebook. I hope that tonight is the same. The sun was shining & the temp was in the 60's. Made me smile! I hope that the stars & moon are shining bright tonight again. I will be looking & whispering to you as Mom always does. Be listening for my voice.
 I hope that your evening is peaceful & restful. May you have an evening that is all that you need it to be. I hope that you have the sweetest dreams tonight. I hope you are in my dreams tonight too. You are forever in my heart, mind, & soul. 
 Always, Mommy xoxoxo. Muah!