Dear Tyler,

Hi my sweet son! How are you doing on this Saturday evening? Mom is doing well...better than I thought I would be on this day. The weather today was amazing. It was so warm & sunny. It was 55 degrees & not a cloud in the sky. It is suppose to be that way for the next 3 days. Mom will take it. I have heard through the grape vine that we are in for a storm come Wednesday. I hope that if we do get one it won't be too bad. I hope that what I am hearing is someone pulling my leg when he says we are suppose to get 18" of snow. That better be a fib...lol Mom would be so upset as right now we have no snow at all & it is so nice. Guess time will time on that, right?
 Today, Mom did a lot of things inside of the apartment & outside. Went & ran errands that needed to get done & then Mark got a haircut. Tomorrow morning is grocery shopping & then hopefully going to get a new cell phone. Mom is thinking that I will be switching my number because I have a Texas number now & I am think a Massachusetts number will be better now as we don't live there anymore. Looks like Mom will be getting her books this week & registering her vehicle finally. I will next get the study guide & then it is my exam. The next 8 weeks are going to be very busy for Mom. I know that you will be with me every step of the way though. I am really hoping that I will pass it the first time. That is my goal. I hope it happens. 
 Mom is so sorry for the short letter last night. Mom was feeling like crap again & then the Internet kept acting up. It was really making me mad. I wanted to write to you & I did but I couldn't save the letter that I originally wrote & I lost it when everything went to h*ll. I was so upset. When things got better I was really feeling terrible so I just did the one that I posted. I know I don't need to apologize for anything because you understand but I want to. Grandpa called last night but Mark spoke to him the whole time because of the way i was feeling. I promised to call him tonight. Guess things are well with him. Debbie was working so he had some time to chat. Aunt Beck & John should be traveling home soon from their two weeks away so I know that you will be with them. I can't wait to talk to her to see how things were. They are back for 7 -10 days & then gone again for 5 weeks. I hope they had a good time & I know you will be with them again when they travel back. Meme is doing the best to be expected & same as Bob. Aunt Shirley is still down with her back but she is managing the best she can. Grammy is still having more bad days than good ones. I know that you are with them & all of us. It means so much to Mom. Thank you so much for all you do from where you are. 
 A friend of Mom's got in touch with me a couple days ago to see if I would be willing to talk to one of her friends as she lost her son a couple years ago & she was having a hard time with it. She was hoping that we could connect so that maybe we could exchange stories & help one another out. I was more than willing. I have chatted with her a few times already & that poor woman is in such a dark place. I know that place all too well. I am going to chat with her soon. I hope that Mom will be able to help this lady. My heart hurts for her. My heart hurts for me. I hope that Mom will make you proud. 
 Here is the daily prayer for you today. February 20~ I will praise the name of God with a song & will magnify him with thanksgiving. Cherish the chance to work & play & think & speak & sing; all simple pleasures are opportunities for grateful praise. Amen.
 The evening sky is & has been upon us for the last several hours now. Mom is hoping to look to the sky & see the stars shining bright. Tomorrow night is a full moon so Mom hopes I will be seeing that. The sunset tonight was beautiful. It made me smile. I am sure the sunrise will be just as nice in the morning. Mom hopes that you will have a wonderful, peaceful & restful night tonight. May you get to do all that you want to & need to. Sweet dreams my sweet precious son. Come visit me tonight in my own dreams. Mom will whisper to you later tonight. Hope you hear my voice. Smile & so will I. It is 32 months today that you left this physical world & every day has been so tough for Mom. I miss you so much. It does not get easier at all. I don't care what anyone says. I miss you like crazy. I love you to the moon & back & all the way around the world. Remember that you are forever in my heart, mind & soul. You are my Hero & Mom's Wind Beneath My Wings.
 Always, Mommy xoxoxo. Muah!