Dear Tyler,

Hi my sweet son! How are you doing on this Sunday evening? Mom is doing the best to be expected. It has been a relax day for us. Did some housework in the morning but other than that nothing major. That is exactly what I wanted as tomorrow is Monday & back to the studying I go. Today was a pretty sad day for family & friends in Orlando, Florida. Around 2 am at a gay club in Orlando was attacked. They have noted that over 50 gun shots were fired. Right now the death total is 59 & it is said that it will become higher. The governor in that area has claimed a state of emergency. There are about 53 more that are in critical condition as well. Mom checked on George & Matt to make sure they were ok as they are right there in that area. They both are well along with their partners. Don't really know what is going on in this world today but there is so much sadness & violence. It sure is sickening. 
 During the day, Mom did not talk to anyone & I am sure that know that it is 7:45 pm Mom will not be talking to anyone either. I will hope to have some family updates for you as the week gets started. Like Mom said today was a pretty quiet day & the week will be too. Mom will have her nose stuck in her books with studying & taking exams. I have 4 weeks left of this course. I am almost done! Mark will be working a lot this week as well. He has several clients that he has to go see so his days will be just as long. I will try to touch base with all the family to check in on everyone though....even if it is just for a few minutes. 
 I do have a favor to ask of you....could you please go be with my friend? ( no names on here.... for privacy but I have told you the name of my friend ) He could really use some one to b with him. He is having such a hard time. We spoke today over the computer & my heart broke to hear what he was telling me. He is such a great guy. Mom has known him for many years now & I wish I could be there for him....to make things better but I can't. This is something he has to do on his own & work through it. I am scared for him but I think he has learned his lesson & he will be ok now. What ever you may be able to do that would be great, Tyler. Thank you so much my sweet precious son. I also chatted online with my friend, Gary...he told me to tell you hello but I know you already know that as you know everything now....lol! Please watch over us all. We all need your guidance that is for sure. Mom needs you the most though. I always will. I miss you so much. My heart hurts so bad. I love you to infinity & beyond & I love you to the moon & back & all the way around the world. Please always remember this. 
 Here is the daily prayer for today. June 12~ Have mercy on me, O God, according to your steadfast love; according to your abundant mercy blot out my transgressions. Depths of mercy! Can there be Mercy still reserved for me? Can my God his wrath forbear, me, the chief of sinners, spare? I have long withstood his grace, long provoked him to his face, would not hearken to his calls, grieved him by a thousand falls..... There for me the Savior stands, shows his wounds & spreads his hands. God is love! I know, I feel; Jesus weeps & loves me still. Now incline me to repent, let me now my sins lament, now my foul revolt deplore, weep, believe, & sin no more. The confession of evil works is the first beginning of good works. Amen.
 The evening sky is upon us now. The weather today was wild. The wind was just whipping like crazy all day & it still is. The temp was nice though while the sun was out. The sky is quite cloudy so there will be nothing for Mom to see shining in the sky but I will whisper to you later anyways...just as I always do. Be listening for my voice...smile when you hear Mom & I will smile as I whisper to you. Hope your night is all that you need & want it to be. Come visit Mom when I fall asleep tonight. Fly high & free. You are forever in my heart, mind & soul. You are my hero & my wind beneath my wings. Good night, Ty & sweet dreams. Until tomorrow.....
 Always, Mommy xoxoxo. Muah!