Dear Tyler, 

Hi my sweet son. How are you doing on this Sunday evening? Mom has had a busy day let alone a very busy weekend. The weather today was so beautiful. It was sunny & highs in the 80's again. Our kind of weather that is for sure! So sorry about the short letter last night but Mom was having a rough time. Not sure what is really going on with me but during the days I am but these last few nights I have not been feeling well at all. Tonight is the same way again. I know you can see what I am talking about & I know that you are right with me. Thank you pumpkin. It means so much to me.
 Today is kinda a tough day for Mom. So many mixed emotions that I went through. 3 years ago was the last time I saw you in your physical body. Today was your funeral. It's so hard to believe that it's been 3 years. It feels like so much longer. I miss you so much. My heart breaks every day for you. I talked about you alot today to Mark & a few others. I whispered to you several times. Did you hear Mom? I hope so & I hoped you smiled. I will be whispering to you again later so be listening out for me yet again. 
 Today was also the day that 36 years ago we lost Aunt Jo. You never met her in the physical world because she passed when I was 16 but I know you have met her where you are. Also, today was the day that Grandpa & I got into that  bad car accident. That was 28 years ago. I was talking to Meme about that earlier today. The memories of that horrific day for Mom came flashing back. I am handling it the best I can so please don't worry about me. I love you so much my sweet precious son. You were & still are my whole world. You are my everything. You will forever be my hero & the wind beneath my wings. You are in my heart, mind & soul. Please never forget that. 
 I really have no updates for you at all as I only spoke to Meme today & Grandpa last night. All is well with them. I will hope to have more for you during the week. This is the last week of school for me. I am so psyched! My has her fingers crossed that I get good grades on my next 3 exams so I can pass this class! I have no doubt that you will be right by my side as you have been through it all. I talk to you before each one, do you hear me? I believe you do & that you help me out so thank you so much. You & a couple others have been my support & cheerleaders through this all & it means the world to Mom. 
 I know I have a ton of daily prayers to catch up on for you but I am afraid that it will have to wait another night as I am really not feeling well right now. Please forgive me, but I promise you that I will do all 4 of them tomorrow as it is not an exam day for me. 
 Mom hopes that your night is all that you want & need. Come visit me in my dreams tonight. I would love that. Good night & sweet dreams, Ty.
 Always, Mommy xoxoxo. Muah!