Dear Tyler,

Hi my sweet son! How are you doing on this Wednesday afternoon? Mom has had quite the day today. I took it off from studying because I had an appointment this afternoon. I did a little retail therapy & got my nails done as well. The weather outside is so beautiful. It is a hot one but the sun is shining & it was so nice to get outside & not be stuck inside.... that is all that matters. 
 Last night I got the chance to chat with Meme & Grandpa. It was so nice to catch up on things. I also got the chance to chat with a couple friends of mine & Auntie Kristi. We were chatting about this coming Saturday when I am up in NH. We will be going to the cemetery & releasing balloons to you as we always do this time of year. I hope that you will get the chance to see each & every on of them. So far we have 17 family & friends that are confirmed that will be there. There will be: Mom, Mark, Meme, Bob, Grandpa, Debbie, Auntie Kristina, Mark, Auntie Kristi, Marion, Charlie, Lizzie, Brian, Mow, a couple of Mom's friends.... Julie & her 3 children, Ruth & your buddy Sam I Am. Spencer & another couple friends of Mom's would like me to send a couple balloons up to you from them seeings how they are in South Carolina, North Carolina & Florida & can't be with us on Saturday. I told them I would be so happy to. I hope that you will " float " on them all like you told me you did a couple years ago. Mom will make sure to post all the pictures & videos of this so that you can see them all the time & whenever you want to. 
 Not much else has been happening & it has been quite quiet. Sometimes that is a good thing. I have your daily prayer for today though. June 15~ My times are in your hand; deliver me from the hand of my enemies & persecutors. Why does life get increasingly difficult, my Lord? Not all the time, of course. There are times of joy & pleasure, but how quickly things turn. A bad break, an angry word, a new threat to fret over & suddenly each day is a struggle. It's hard to get out of bed in the morning. I know life has its ups & downs but I could stand a few more ups & a lot fewer downs. Let me remember, Lord, That " my times are in your hand. " You ride that roller coaster with me, don't you? Good times & bad, you have a handle on them all. Davis said well that the times belonged to the Lord. That's why he refused to kill King Saul when he had the chance, because it was up to the Lord to determine the limits of Saul's reign. Amen.
 The evening sky tonight should be beautiful with the sunset in about 3 hours. I will be looking forward to it & looking to the sky tonight & whispering to you as I always do. Be listening out for my voice. I will smile when I talk to you & hopefully you will smile when you hear me talking. I miss you so much my sweet precious son. I love you to the moon & back 7 all the way around the world. You will forever be in my heart, mind & soul. You will forever be my true hero & Mom's wind beneath my wings. 
 Hope that your night will be filled with all the things you need & want to do. Come visit Mom in my dreams if you can tonight! Fly high & free. Please continue to watch over us. Thank you. Good night, Tyler & sweet dreams.
 Always, Mommy xoxoxo. Muah!