Dear Tyler,

Hi my sweet son. How are you doing on this Tuesday evening? Mom has had a pretty good day despite the emotional roller coaster of emotions that I am still having. My back is doing a little bit better. During the day it is pretty good but at night it starts to hurt & when I lay down to go to sleep it hurts like crazy still. I hope that it feels better soon because this no sleep is getting to Mom. Anyways... enough of that. Today Mom did her studies & I took an exam. I got 3 wrong 52 out of 55 so it averaged out to a 95. Mom was pretty happy with that to say the least. I know you were with me as well & you were smiling for Mom. The rest of the day I did the next chapter with the lecture & the activities so tomorrow I will be this next exam. After that I will have 4 more chapters & I will be finished with the course. I believe that if I continue to go the way that I am I will be finished with this whole course 2 weeks early! Keeping my fingers crossed that that happens!
 Last night we had an amazing moon. It was a Strawberry Moon. It was so full & it was beautiful. The stars were shining so bright too. I whispered to you, did you hear Mom? I was thinking of you the whole time as it was tough for Mom. My emotions were on over drive last night & tears were shed more. I know that you understood when you saw me. 
 Today, 3 years ago, the day after you passed your star was put on the rocket ship & went up in space. I remember asking you if you went to your star & you said yes. You said it was beautiful & described to me what the stars look like from where you are to what they look like to Mom. I will never forget your description. It was touching to Mom & I am sure it touched you as well. 
 Mom doesn't have any real updates for you tonight at all. It has been quite quiet the last few nights. I have spoken to Grandpa & Meme. Grammy is doing as best as she can be. She is still recovering. I guess there are a lot of issues that are going on up at the facility where she resides at. Please watch over her. Thank you so much, Tyler. I worry about her because as we both know 1st hand just how it is to reside at those kinds of places. It makes me sad & sick...ugh! Hopefully I will have more updates for you later in the week.
 Mom is quite tired tonight from looking at the computer so much. Hope you don't mind but I will write to you the daily prayers on tomorrows letter. I am just so tired & my head is actually hurting. I think I will go & relax for a bit & then head to bed. Tomorrow morning will come early. Mom hopes that your night is all that you need & want it to be. Come visit me in my dreams tonight. I would love that so much. I will whisper to you as I always do tonight as well. Be listening out for my voice. Don't forget to smile... I won't. I love you & I miss you so much. More than I could ever express to anyone but I know you feel it so that is all that matters to me. Remember that you are forever in my heart, mind & soul. You are my hero & my wind beneath my wings. Good night my sweet precious son. Sweet dreams. Until tomorrow...
 Always, Mommy xoxoxo. Muah!