Sunday, June 5, 2016

Dear Tyler,

Hi pumpkin! How are you doing on this rainy Sunday evening? Hope that where you are it is sunny & warm. Yesterday it was sunny & hot. Mom & Mark went & ran all the errands that we needed to, did grocery shopping, Mom got her nails done & Mark got his haircut. It was a busy day. Got home & put everything away & made dinner. Later in the night Mark was not feeling so good. He feel asleep by 8 pm & Mom watched some tv. This morning Mom woke up to being alone...Mark had gone out to get medicine because he is was still ill. It has now been several hours & he is still not doing so well. He is laying on the couch trying to get some rest. Can you please watch over him for Mom. I can only do so much. Thanks, Tyler. Mom is sorry that I didn't write to you last night but as I said above I was kinda watching out for anything that Mark may have needed plus tending to the pups. I had my hands full that is for sure. Anyways....
 This weekend was suppose to be busy busy busy but that didn't happen & that is fine. It is raining so heavy right now as I am writing to you. The sky is so dark & the temp is like 65 degrees. It is not a warm rain either...it is a cold damp rain. The kind of weather that makes my body ache in pain. I think that it is suppose to be sunny tomorrow so I will be looking forward to that. Hopefully the temp will be nicer too. Tomorrow is back to school for Mom & I start it off with an exam. Please be with Mom as I take it. I need you by my side. I always will. 
 I have no updates for you at all as I did not talk to to anyone in the last 2 days. We were suppose to have a skype call tonight because last weeks was cancelled but I think this one will be as well. Guess we will have to make it for next Sunday. Everyone in the family is doing fine though. I believe that as I know I would hear different if someone wasn't plus you are always with us & watching over us. Knowing that gives Mom a piece of mind. Thank you for all you do. You still amaze Mom. You are my true hero. You always will be. You are my life, you are my everything. 
 I do have a couple of the daily prayers to catch up on so here they are. June 4~ Unless the Lord builds the house, those who build it labor in vain. Unless the Lord guard keeps watch in vain. Build my life, supreme Lord, and watch over it. You know I have often tried to build my life in my own way. I have made my own choices about relationships, school, work, activities, and so on. Sometimes you have seen fit to bless my decisions, but other times I just find these parts of my life are empty, pointless & unsatisfying. So let me now turn over the building process to you, my Lord. Guide me in all my life decisions & guard my heart. For we are God's servants, working together; you are God's field, God's building. Amen.
 June 6~ Let those who are wise give heed to these things, and consider the steadfast love of the Lord. It's cap-and-gown time again. Lord God. At high schools & colleges all over this land, people are graduating from their courses of study. It is assumed that they have gathered enough knowledge to move on to the next challenges of life--and hopefully they've even picked up some wisdom along the way. Now you remind me, Lord, that wisdom starts with you. No matter what sort of degrees I might have, if I don't understand that your love is at the heart of all existence, then I'm missing the point. I want to carry that knowledge with me every day & I want to teach it to others. I want this wisdom to infuse every aspect of my life. Those who are wise understand these things; those who are discerning know them. For the ways of the Lord are right & the upright walk in them, but transgressors stumble in them. Amen.
 All caught up yet again. Mom has to get going now though as you will see...I need to feed the pups, get dinner going & all the night routine now. Mom is hoping that your evening is made up of all the things that you & want to do tonight. Come visit Mom in my dreams tonight as well when I fall asleep. I will whisper to you as I always do so be listening out for my voice. I know I won't see the stars & moon again but that's ok. I know you are shining bright wherever you be. You are forever in my heart, mind & soul. You are my wind beneath my wings. I miss you beyond any words could ever express. I love you like crazy. To the moon & back & all the way around the world. Good night my sweet precious son & sweet dreams to you.
 Always, Mommy xoxoxo. Muah!

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