Dear Tyler,

Hi my sweet son! How are you doing on this Tuesday afternoon? Mom is doing alright but I am exhausted for some reason. I know I was up a lot last night but when I was sleeping I thought I was sleeping well. I am just dragging butt today for some reason. It is already 3:30 pm. Mom has done a few things today. Got the pups fed early, walked them, made coffee, made breakfast for Mark and I and then did the dishes, stayed downstairs for a bit just relaxing and then came up, made the bed, and I painted my toe nails which took a bit. Came into my office around 2 pm and have been emailing and chatting with a few people but that is about it. Mom needs to get her ass in gear and get things done for my box. I still have to purchase the boxes and 1 more item, write up the description for the boxes and then still talk to the company that will be helping me. I plan on going to bed early tonight so that I can get enough sleep so that I am raring to go all day tomorrow. Hopefully everything will work in my favor! Stay tuned for that....
 Today is Day 2 for Mark. Yesterday was a super long day for him. He started at 9 am and got done at 10 pm. He was awake for 30 minutes and then fell asleep. Today he started at 8 am and he will be working until 10 pm again. Tomorrow the same thing and Thursday and Friday will be shorter days but still about 9 hrs. I think we are both looking forward to spending time together this weekend. I think that we will go out for a bit and then the rest of the time will be spent by the pool. Saturday is your anniversary from when you left this world...7 years and Sunday is Father's Day. Mom is going to do the best I can this weekend but if you see me crying or am sad then this is the reason. I miss you so much my sweet precious son. Nothing has ever been the same since you left. You took my heart with you 💔 
 While writing to you and saying that Father's Day is Sunday, I realized that I haven't seen your Dad on social media at all lately. I went to his page to find out that on 2/29 he was in a motorcycle accident. He was in the ICU and had broken his collar bone. I never saw Amy's post or the GoFundMe page that was set up until now. I just reached out to Auntie Ann to see if there is an update and how he is doing. Good heavens....I read that he was hit from behind. Sounds like he was pretty lucky to be alive. I am sure you had a lot to do with that. No doubt in my mind there. Guess with that and everything else going on in the world still, you are really busy. I hope you can visit me in my dreams soon. Send me a sign or two when you can as well and maybe a couple extras this weekend, please? Thank you pumpkin. 
 Mom's night will be very much like last night...feed the pups, walk them, grab a quick dinner and then relax in bed and watch tv for the evening. Hopefully the renters next door will be quiet today and they will not make a ton of noise until 10 pm again tonight like last night. Mom ended up calling the police on them and the house 2 doors down. Lets hope tonight is better. Mom will light your candle and whisper to you before I go to bed. Have fun while I sleep. Smile for me and I will smile to you. I will be back again tomorrow with a longer letter to you. For now, Mom needs to finish a few things up and then get the night routine going for us all.
 I love you to the moon and back and all the way around the world. You are my hero and the wind beneath my wings. Forever you live inside my heart, mind, body and soul. Until tomorrow comes....good night and sweet dreams.
 Always, Mommy xoxoxo. Muah ❤