Dear Tyler,

Hi my sweet son! How are you doing on this Tuesday late afternoon? Mom is doing alright I suppose! It is almost going on 5 pm and I had a few minutes so I decided to write to you on my computer instead of my phone. Mom wanted to apologize to everyone who read my letter last night or will read in when they visit the site. I was in a really bad mood and I should never have gone off on here like I did. Sometimes it gets the best of me and I forget that I am writing a letter for anyone to see and read. Mom will try really hard going forward to not do that as much. I think in my defense though, it would be something that you and I would have talked about over the phone or in person if we could still. You would help Mom get through it and also give me the "Tyler advice" that I need! Anyways... enough of that!
 Last night was ok. Mom skipped dinner with everyone because I was so angry and I went into the pool. I swam for about an hour. Mark said he was coming out after he ate but didn't. Instead he was watching tv with Bob and ignoring me altogether. He finally came out when I was out of the pool. He went in and it started thundering and lightning. That went on for hours last night but around 9 pm to 10 pm it was really bad. Mom ended up sitting on the floor with both pups while Mark sat up in bed and watched tv. Nice, huh? He was in a mood as well as he decided to talk on the phone with his brother for what he said would be 5 minutes and ended up being 20 minutes plus and he didn't care. Mom was upset at this as this is something that we discussed that needed work on his part and he is slowly going back to his old ways. They spoke on Sunday, Monday and for over 30 minutes today already plus there are texting in-between the calls. Enough is enough! Mom doesn't even want to start as I will get very angry again as I did last night. Mom finally was able to go to bed at 11 pm last night. I slept like crap once again because of everything that was said and done during the day. I am hoping that tonight is better! 
 Mom went to go get her nails done today. They came out amazing! I love them. Neon pink with black and white and they have palm trees on 2 of them. Meme got hers done as well. I went to another store after and then home. Mom has to say I am tired of always driving, carting Meme around, using my gas and racking up the miles on my vehicle. She never wants to use hers at all. She is really getting to me with her attitude as well. She is very negative. She doesn't say any nice things about anyone or anything. I can't handle it most days anymore. I think Mom needs to start doing things on her own and going places alone for awhile. If she needs to go then she will have to go on her own as well. I need to do that for sanity of my own well being. Mom is getting too stressed out all the time and it is showing a great deal. It is not healthy for me. I need to ask you to please be with Mom so that I can get through all this that is making me so stressed out. Thank you, pumpkin.
 I think tonight will be a relaxing night probably by myself with both pups shaking again as it is thundering and we are about to get a storm yet again. Princess is already shaking like crazy. Mom is tired of this crap too. Meme and Bob already ate and Mark is waiting on Mom too fed the pups and get dinner going for us. It is past 5:30 pm and Mom doesn't want to keep the pups from their dinner and their walk. The rest of the night will be watching tv and mellowing out. I will light your candle and  whisper to you later this evening before I go to bed. Mom hopes that you will smile to me and watch me smile to you. I miss you so much, Tyler. I love you to the moon and back and all the way around the world. You are my hero and the wind beneath my wings. Forever you live in my heart, mind, body and soul. I will be back tomorrow with another letter to you. No appointments for the rest of the week for me. None actually until July 7th I believe. Have fun tonight while Mom is sleeping and come visit me in my dreams if you can. Thanks! Until tomorrow comes...good night and sweet dreams.
 Always, Mommy xoxoxo. Muah ❤