Dear Tyler,

Hi my sweet son! How are you doing on this Tuesday afternoon? Mom has had a weird day. I was good this morning but throughout the day I have been kind of all over the place...tired, sick feeling. Maybe I just need to drink more water. Not sure though. It is 3:45 pm and Mom needs to get her stuff together so that I can make dinner in about 30 minutes. My day has been busy though. I got ready early this morning and went and got my vehicle. The thing that was wrong with it was the carbon filter. It was black as black could be. There was no AC coming from it due to the condition that the filter was in. I was thankful as it didn't cost much at all to fix it. Came home, made some breakfast and up to my office I went. I have been here ever since. I was able to locate a few more things that I needed for my boxes so that is good. I have them saved so all I have to do on Thursday is go to them and order. Looks like my box will be launched the first of July! Mom is super happy with everything that I have and will be getting. It is a box that represents me! I know you would be proud of Mom. I sure do miss you my sweet precious son. Every day and every month is hard but June is the hardest. It is the month where I get reminded even more what you went through and what we both lost. I wish you were still here with me but I know you are so happy and free where you are. Mom would never take that away or want to take that away from you...ever! 
 Last night was different. After Mom fed the pups, made dinner and did dishes, Mark and I went in the pool for a bit. we had fun playing ball and Mom did some exercises and laps. We were out at 7:15 pm and dried off, walked the pups for the evening and headed upstairs to watch tv and then go to bed. It was a nice change for sure. Mark got word that the cutover he was suppose to do would not be tomorrow night, it was changed to next week and then changed again to July now....super crazy. The week of the 15th though he will be crammed into his office for 12 hours a day for all 5 days. He was invited to take this class and course for the last 3 years. We have never had the money for him to go to Plano, Texas and we still don't but due to the Covid-19 virus, the company is offering it online. Mark is excited. They will be tiring days for sure and we will all have to be super quiet but we can do it for him. It starts every morning at 8 am and ends at 8 pm. Mom is happy that he is happy about getting this certification. It is a big deal in his line of work. He has got this! Tonight I think will be a mellow night. It is really crappy weather again. Very windy and cloudy. The temp is pretty low too. I was hoping to have pool time but I don't think tonight is the night so we will skip it. maybe tomorrow though as the rest of the week looks crappy too. So sick of the rain and thunderstorms. They can go away anytime now. Meme and Bob have been quiet today as well. That is a good thing. Mom feels bad for the way I feel and I know I should be able to tolerate more than I can but I just can't. I am having a really hard time with him. I don't want to be around him. That is awful to say but he is just not getting it. He is so disgusting and rude and has no manners and doesn't care about anything or anyone.  there is only so much that Mom or anyone for that matter can take. Meme feels the same way. He has a doctor's call in the morning and I really hope she gives him sh*t. He needs to hear it for sure! He needs to be held accountable for his actions that he is doing and ones that he is not doing. This is a big house but not big enough with him here. again, that sounds terrible and I feel terrible for typing this but I can't lie. I am too stressed out because of him. Mom never thought it would ever be this way. If I would have only known, I would not have suggested this move. I now know why Meme acts the way she does. She has had it with him as well. Again.... for the 3rd time...that is really bad but it is the truth. Anyways...dinner, clean-up, walk the pups and relax is what is on the agenda. Tomorrow I will be back to the drawing board to get more things set for this box to launch. I will be back with another letter to you as well. Mom will whisper to you later tonight so smile for me and I will smile for you. Have fun while I am sleeping. Come visit me in my dreams if you can. Thank you. I love you to the moon and back and all the way around the world. You are my hero and the wind beneath my wings. Forever you live inside my heart, mind, body and soul. Please continue to keep us all safe and healthy here. That means a lot to Mom. Until tomorrow comes...good night and sweet dreams.
 Always, Mommy xoxoxo. Muah ❤