Dear Tyler,

Hi my sweet son! How are you doing on this rainy and thunderstorm Thursday? Mom is doing okay today! Another day with getting a lot accomplished! It feels great. I have been busting my hump all morning and afternoon with phone calls and emails about my business. I think I am finally getting somewhere now! Tomorrow will be another day that I am back at it again but only in the afternoon as in the morning I am driving Meme to go shopping and run errands for what she needs. we will be leaving early in the morning and hopefully getting back by 11 am. we will see it that actually happens....lol
 Last night was just what I expected. we fed the pups and then took them for their walk. It was already raining so they didn't want to be out long. Came back in, had dinner, cleaned up and then put chemicals in the pool and closed everything up for the night. We came upstairs and just relaxed and watched tv for the night. We were both tired by 9:30 pm. We have new renters on one side of us and they were loud as hell. They partied until 1 am and kept Meme, Mark and I awake. We all have windows facing that pool area so we heard it all. They do it again and I will call the Sheriff. Things in this resort are getting bad. No one is following social distancing, wearing masks, etc... people are coming in from Louisiana, New Jersey, New York, Canada and a few other places that are not suppose to be in this community right now. No one is caring for our safety. It is a horrible feeling and no one has any respect for being quiet for others. If we knew this was the way it was, Mark and Mom would have never bought a home here. I don't see us staying here for more than a couple years and then we will move somewhere else. It is stressful and you can't sleep at night, tired the next day and it is not right or fair. Everyone's losing their sanity. Meme agrees with us as well. Things are no better here and it is getting to be like it was in NH where we lived...sucky! We, full-timers complain and make the calls but nothing gets done. Our voices are not heard cuz no one cares. One of our sweet neighbors are fed up with it all and told mom yesterday that they can't stand it here anymore and they will be moving within the year. That sucks. They are such great people. Mom will miss them. I hope things get better but honestly I am not counting on it at all 😢 
 Tonight will be about the same as all day it has been raining and mega thunderstorms. It is suppose to rain all night and every day for the next 2 weeks. Mom didn't realize that June, July and August here is the rainy months. We can get over 21" of rain during that time. I believe it. I don't like it as that is why we moved to the sunshine state and there is no sun at all...disappointing. Going to be a long 3 months with this weather. Maybe it is a catch 22 as anyone renting can't enjoy time out at the pools so it will be quiet....lol! Mom has dinner in the oven already and we will be eating around 5:30 pm tonight. I have to go downstairs in about 20 minutes to finish it up though. Mom will light your candle later and I will whisper to you before I fall asleep. Come visit me in my dreams if you can and smile when you hear my voice. I will smile to you! Thanks pumpkin! 
 No updates for you today. Maybe tomorrow though. Thank you for helping me find the pins that I was looking for. I asked for your help last night as I have been looking for days and this morning I looked in a few stops that I hadn't and voila I found them. I thanked you then so I hope you heard Mom. Those pins are the ones we picked out when we would vacation here. They have so much more meaning to me than just being a pin. I have them all together now and they are on a landyard. I hope you smile when you see them.
 I sure do miss you so much. I can't believe that in 16 days it will be 7 years since you left. 7 years in a long time and it has been so hard for Mom. I love you to the moon and back and all the way around the world. You are my hero and the wind beneath my winds. Forever you live in my heart, mind, body and soul. Mom will be back tomorrow with another letter to you. Please continue watching over us all and keeping us safe and healthy. Thank you my sweet precious son. Continue to fly high and free. I know you are doing amazing things up there wherever you may be. I am proud of you, always. I have to get going for now. Until tomorrow comes...good night and sweetest dreams to you, Tyler.
 Always, Mommy xoxoxo. Muah 💖