Dear Tyler,

Hi my sweet son! How are you doing on this Monday afternoon? Mom is doing alright. I am sorry that I didn't write to you yesterday at all. It was Father's Day and Mom spent the day without any electronics until 9 pm and then I was so tired. I needed a break from it all after the last few days that I had. I talked to you quite a bit though and I whispered to you last night so I sure hope you heard me all those times and you smiled for me as I smiled to you. 
 The weather has been extremely hot and humid. Mark and Mom cooked breakfast for Bob and Meme yesterday and then we got a few things done around the house and then spent from 12 noon to 4 pm in and by the pool. We came in, made dinner, ate, Mom cleaned up and then around 6 pm we watched a movie that got over by 8 pm. We took the pups out for a night walk and then came upstairs to watch a bit of tv before going to bed. I think Mom was asleep by 9:30 pm. I was so tired from the day in the pool and I was sore as well. 
 This morning I was up at 7:47 am. The pups let us sleep in only because they were up during the night because people were letting fireworks off all last night and for the last several nights. It seems that I get less and less sleep these days which is not cool. Between the pups hearing noises and being scared to the renters all around being so loud and obnoxious.... Mom is getting so tired of it and I just want to move out of this place. We were happy here at first but not anymore. We all hate it here. We love Florida just not where our house is. I am not sure what is going to happen but we have to really start thinking about it because we can not continue to live in a community where no one cares about us full timers. Obviously it is a battle that we will not win. No one cares about us when we are guaranteed income for them. They don't care that folks are renting and trashing the community. It is awful and terrible. Many full timers agree with us. We are all on the same page. Just sad, Tyler. Please be with me as I need it. Mom doesn't need to do anything that will get others in trouble by her mouth. You know Mom, it takes a lot to get me angry but when someone does...I don't stop....lol
 Mom had to take a break to have a couple conversations on the phone. It is now 6:35 pm. I skipped dinner and decided to go in the pool for a bit. My emotions are all over the place right now. I am so angry at the place where we live and the disrespect we get plus I am not happy with Mark and every one. Guess Mom is having a bad day. I am trying to relax outside while I write to you and I can't because the house 2 doors down are playing their music so freakin loud. It is tiring. Law enforcement does nothing...ugh! It is a battle that can't be won 😢 
 Mom needs to get going. I am sorry for such a crappy letter to you after not writing yesterday but it's just not been a good day at all. Maybe tomorrow will be better. Please watch over us all. It means a lot to Mom. I will light your candle tonight and whisper to you before I go to bed. Come visit me in my dreams if you can and have fun while I sleep. I will write to you tomorrow when I get back from my nail appointment. Looks like we are going to get a nasty thunderstorm. It has been thundering for about 40 minutes now and the sky is really dark. That's ok...it matches my mood right now...lol. 
 I miss you so much and I love you to the moon and back and all the way around the world. You are my hero and the wind beneath my wings. Forever you live in my heart, mind, body and soul. You will always be the wind beneath my wings and my hero. Until tomorrow comes....good night and sweet dreams pumpkin.
 Always, Mommy xoxoxo. Muah 🤍