Dear Tyler,

Hi my sweet son! How are you doing on this Wednesday afternoon? Mom is doing well. I have been up since the ass crack of dawn and I have been productive the entire day. Got a few more things accomplished for my box and sent out a few more emails in regards to finding the boxes and mailer envelopes, labels, etc... It is getting there. I just now need to work with Cratejoy and that will be the big thing I do tomorrow. After that I can finally start to focus on my school for a couple weeks before I have to launch my 1st ever box! It is super exciting and I am very happy with the outcome so far! Mom will keep you posted. everyone else has been busy too, well all but Bob. mark has been on the phone all day long and working his tail feathers off as usual. Meme took Bob to the doctors today and I guess all was good with his bloodwork. I am pretty shocked at that though. He is not following the sugar free diet and he is gaining a lot more weight plus his breathing is getting worse as well. They did talk about his legs and how red/blue/gray color they get and he has to wear compression socks now. They said they would like to order a chest x-ray to see what may be going on but that is sketchy as the whole Covid thing is still going around and the last place you want to be is in the hospital. I know they altered some meds as well. They didn't discuss he lack of sleep though or his nasty attitude. Guess that may be for a different doctor...not sure. meme has been on the phone all day long for Bob while all he is doing is freaking sleeping and doing nothing. He uses the excuse that he can't talk to the doctors and that they don't understand him...Mom calls BS as he never tries. It is just another thing he expects Meme to do for him. His whole attitude towards life and the lack of what he doesn't due really makes me angry. Meme is 12 years older than him and she is stressed out so bad. Her health is declining rapidly and Mom sees it. I try to talk to her but it does no good so I have to sit and watch it all happening in front of me. I think Mom has gotten to the point of where she is just going to remove herself from all this stress as it gets to me and I need it to stop. I have explained very vividly to Meme that if all this continues then her and Bob need to find a new place to live whether that is here in Florida or back North. I spoke to Aunt Beck today for the first time in a few weeks. She still says the same thing...they both need to leave but she is happy that I am finally sticking up for myself and Mark. she has been extremely busy which is a good thing. She didn't say much about John but I assume he is good and nothing about Bean either. I haven't spoken to her in almost a year. How sad huh? I text her and get no response back so I just don't bother anymore. Meme doesn't even hear from her. I can only assume she is well. Grandpa and Debbie are good. They are just tired of not being able to go anywhere or do anything. Mom will keep you updated as I know of things. 
 Last night was fun. Mark and Mom ate dinner, cleaned the dishes, walked the pups and then went swimming. We stayed outside until 7:30 pm and then dried off and was inside around 8 pm. Just in time to walk the pups for the night and then head upstairs to watch a bit of TV and then go to bed. It was relaxing and refreshing. Mom really enjoyed it. That won't happen tonight though or the next few nights I don't believe. Mom just looked the weather up and yup...massive rain until next week. Lots of thunderstorms probably but I am praying it will be just rain or Mom and Mark will not be getting any sleep with the pups. Can you help us out, pumpkin? Thank you! Guess tonight will be dinner, clean-up, maybe walk the pups and then watching tv. Not much to do when it is raining. maybe Mom will take a bubble bath later. That will be relaxing before bed. Maybe a glass of wine too! who knows. It is 4 pm though and of course it is almost time for Mom to get things going for the pups for dinner and then us. No clue to what we are having but that is ok. I am not worried! Mom hopes that you will have fun while I sleep. Maybe you can come visit in my dreams. That would be lovely. Please know that I love you to the moon and back and all the way around the world. You are my hero and the wind beneath my wings. Forever you live in my heart, mind, body and soul. I will light your candle later and I will whisper to you tonight. Smile for me and I will smile to you. I will be back tomorrow with another letter for you in the afternoon. Until tomorrow comes...good night and sweet dreams. I miss you more than words my sweet precious son.
 Always, Mommy xoxoxo. Muah ❤

PS. Mom wanted to take a couple minutes to say that I am praying for everyone in the world. We are going through rough times with the Coronavirus still spreading but just a few days ago something else happened to a black man that was not necessary. There are many stories going around and political views that Mom will not get into at all but the story was horrific. I feel for the victim that lost his life, to his family and his friends that have to mourn the loss of him. Now riots and looting are happening all over the United States because of this. More people are dying, buildings being burned to the ground, people getting hurt and others losing their homes, businesses because of it. We are all in curfew nightly because it is not safe to be outside. The world is falling apart and I don't think anyone knows what to do anymore. Mom is praying that it all stops. I know it won't bring that man back to life but we can prevent things from happening to others. We all need to come together and unite regardless of our age, color, the way we look, the way we talk, etc... there is no need to judge anyone. There is no time for that. The power of prayer is amazing and Mom will continue to pray for us here and for all in the world we live in together.