Dear Tyler,

Another night is upon us. I spoke to Aunt Becky tonight. It was a great conversation we had. She told me that you were helping her with some healing work for Dad and I a few nights ago. That was so nice to hear. I know you are doing so many things up there in Heaven. You are a busy young man. I know you are the most amazing Guardian Angel up there. You earned your wings as a little boy many many years ago. I know that you watch over me and so many others. That comforts me in so many ways. I miss you so much. I just want you to be happy and ok. I want you to be free and flying high with a smile on your face. Mom is doing ok.... I have my moments. I laugh, I cry, I am quiet. Days still run into each other and I try my best to put a smile on my face. I long to see your face and hear your voice. In a few short days it will already be 1 month since you passed away. Doesnt even seem possible. Shows me just how much time is passing us all by. Oh yeah..wanted to say thanxs for watching over Uncle Dick. He is home and doing better. Under strict rules by his doctor but thats ok. Bottom line is he is home and with Aunt Jacqui. So again, thanxs pumpkin. Mark is doing well and so are the pups. We are getting ready to go to Ohio for the next 1 1/2 years. Small town this time with a short drive to the city. That is fine by me. We are closer to NH and KY.... near our family and friends. I am also closer to being able to visit you more often. That is what matters the most to me. Mark and I are working on getting you your head stone or perhaps a bench so when people come to visit they can sit down. I think you would like that or at least I hope you would. I love you so much. I cant even express how much but I know you know. Sweet dreams pumpkin. Always and forever, Mommy xoxoxo. Muah!