Dear Tyler,

It feels like a life time since you have passed but really it has only been 2 weeks. There is so much that I want to say to you and I find it hard to right now so please just bare with me. Someone told me after you passed that it is human nature to be selfish by wanting that person to stay with us in the physical world. It doesnt matter it they are in pain, if they are suffering, etc... We want to be able to see them and hear their voice if possible. We want this because thats all we know. You have a very smart Dad. He is right. We all react this way when we lose a loved one near and dear to our hearts. I want you to know that I understand why you were tired, why you couldnt go on in this world. People go through the grieving stages and get angry because their loved loves left them. I WILL never get mad at you. You hung on for so many years, I praised you all the time and will continue to every day. You are my true HERO. You had so much strength and courage every day. You fought and fought everything you were faced with. I will forever be grateful for all the years I had with you. I say this every night....You, Tyler, are my everything. I love you with all my heart and soul. I miss you like crazy, but I know you are with me every day. Sweet dreams pumpkin. Love always, Mommy <3

P.S. You already know this but God brought another one of his Angels home today. You know him personally so please guide him and show him the ropes up there.