Good morning, Tyler. Traveled all day yesterday to get back to Oklahoma. Dont want to be here anymore. I miss coming to see you and just talking. I need to be near you so I can visit daily.I also need to be with our family and friends. I know you would be upset with how I feel right now. Just know I am trying so hard to feel different. I know you are with me in the spiritual world but its just not enough. I think of you all the time. I miss you so much. I love you, pumpkin. Continue to watch over me and I will continue to work on myself. Snickers and Max miss you too! Love always an forever, Mom xoxo