Dear Tyler,

It is late at night and I find myself not being able to sleep yet so I decided to write to you. I hope you had a busy day today. My day was alright. I spoke to Marion & Charlie, my friend Debbie ( she took your Senior pictures ), and Mark and I got to skype with Jeremy & Ron earlier tonight. We spoke about you in all the conversations. I like talking about you and sharing memories and all the wonderful times. It makes me feel closer to you. I miss you like crazy, but I know you know that. I know you can see me and what I am going through. I am trying so hard to get through this and keep moving forward and not fall back. I am doing the best I can. I know that you would want me to live my life so that you can see my smile and hear me laugh. I will do that in days to come but right now it is just alittle hard to do. I know you will be patience with me. You had that wonderful quality that I wish I had. I always envied you with that. The rest of my day was quiet. Mark worked and I did some housework and watch tv. Nothing major. We are still getting things packed up to head out to Ohio in the next few days. Will keep you posted on the move as I know. I love you pumpkin with all my heart. You mean everything to me. Always have an always will. Sweet dreams. Love always, Mommy xoxoxoxo. Muah!

PS. Lots of stars in the sky tonight. I always look up and wonder where you are and what you are doing. I also wonder if you found your star that Mommy gave you for Christmas. I hope so. I hope you go there often and think of me.