Dear Tyler,

Good Morning my sweet precious son! I wanted to write to you last night, but I was so tired.( I havent been sleeping well since you passed away. I am up all hours of the night and when I do sleep it is very little and I find myself quite restless). I actually went to bed early last night and slept. I woke up a couple times but fell right back to sleep. I feel better this morning and well rested for a change. I have to tell you that when I took the dogs outside last night the stars were shining bright and there were so many. I just kept looking up and I said to Mark that " Tyler is up there somewhere and watching over us all. " I truly believe that you are with me as much as you can be and guiding me to what I need to do and be doing. Sometimes when I look at your pictures I just remember the times that they were taken and other times I look at you and I swear I see you looking right back at me. I love you so much. Mark does too and all the rest of our family and friends. I miss you more than words could ever say. I know that you are doing good things up there and you are busy. Keep it up and continue to be happy. Thats all I want for you....always did. Love you to the moon and back. Always, Mommy <3