Once again it is night time and I find myself writing to you. It makes me feel closer to you and it is helping me heal. Today was an okay day for me....only cried for a couple hours throughout the day. I cried for missing you, for a friend losing her Mom, and for the family in Charlestown who lost a daughter/mom. Sometimes I just don't understand why people have to go through pain like this. I know we are not suppose to question it.....like I said I don't understand. It is just not fair. Anyways....
Mark is still taking good care of me. He has been my rock through this along with all our family. We all talk about you several times a day. I look at your pictures all the time. Sure do miss your smile and voice along with everything else. Max n Snickers miss you . I talk to them about you too. They know something happened. They sense it.
Hope you are doing ok and are crazy busy up there. I hope you are happy. I love you so much always and forever. Sweet dreams pumpkin.
All my love,
Mommy
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ReplyDeleteJanette Coombs Sending love and positive energy your way! Xo
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Sheri Hamel Thanxs Jen! Love to you and the family
Tuesday at 10:08pm · Like · 1
Holly Carrier Sheri , I love reading everything you write to Tyler at night . He is looking down on you and the rest of the family . hugs to you from all of us in NH
Tuesday at 10:26pm · Unlike · 2
Sheri Hamel Thanxs Holly. Hugs to u all too.
Tuesday at 11:08pm via mobile · Like · 1
Holly Hodges You should start an on-line journal. That's what I did when Rebecca died. It feels so wonderful to be able to release how you feel & think so that we don't lose our minds. Love You
Tuesday at 11:25pm · Unlike · 4
Tracy Farrell That's a great idea Holly
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Lori Hurst Oh Sherry... I am crying as I am typing this. I am so sorry for your loss!!!! Hugs to you!!!!
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Lori Hurst Very well written!~!~!