Wednesday, September 25, 2013

Dear Tyler,

Hello my precious son! I hope you had a great day. I finally finished unpacking all the boxes today. I think I did pretty good... took me 4 days to do it all. Not bad if I do say so myself. All that is left to do is put up the pictures on the walls and we are completely done. Aunt Becky & Uncle John will be coming soon for a visit and bringing Mom's car down. That will be nice. I will enjoy being able to get out when I want and go shopping or whatever. I am gong to start looking for a job as well now that everything is finished here. Need to go shopping this weekend for a computer desk and a couple chairs to finish up the office. I wish you were here like you were suppose to be. I had almost everything set up for you to come down here to live. I know that you see the apartment and me but it just isn't the same. Today when I was putting away more things I found your Goofy Xmas Stocking. I sat on the floor and closed my eyes and remembered the time when he got it in Florida. Every picture has a memory with it that I remember so vividly. In my mind I can turn the clock back to when it was taken or when we were somewhere and bought something. I love my mind for those times! I hope I never loose that ability. It is another way that keeps me close to you. I miss you more than words could ever say and I know you know this but I will NEVER stop telling you or reminding you. You will forever be close to me and in my heart. 
 I am going to go through the pictures and do a collage of you. There are just so many to choose from. Maybe I will do a couple of them. I hope when you see them you will say I did you proud. I just want you to be happy! That is all I have ever wanted. I hope you are doing all that you want to and then some. I hope you are flying high and flying free. I hope you are never bored and you are learning so much up there in Heaven. 
 Your favorite Holiday is coming up. Did you see the Jack thing I posted to your FB page yesterday? Your favorite! I wonder what Halloween will be like here. I have always wondered how it is celebrated in other states. Guess I will be finding out! This weekend when we go shopping I will have to look for Candy Corn or that Harvest Mix with the big pumpkins in it! Remember last year when I brought a couple bags and we ate it all day long? Boy I was so sick that night..lol. They are so good so it was worth it. 
 Well, I hope that you have a wonderful night. When we walk the dogs I will look to the sky and say hello just like I always do. I miss you so much. I love you to the moon and back and all the way around the world. Sweet dreams my son. Always, Mommy xoxoxo. Muah!

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