Dear Tyler,

Hi pumpkin. I am so sorry that I haven't wrote to you in 3 days but I don't need to tell you what has been going on because you see all and hear all now. I know you understand and I know you would want me to take care of myself. This last week has been quite trying on me physically, emotionally, & mentally. So many changes that I had no idea would take place and today just makes things more difficult. I know I have told you about the complaining that the neighbor has had about Max since being here. Well, today it went way too far. I received a call that stated that the neighbor called the corporate office and she got Mom evicted. This is not cool. I can't afford to move so the corporate office said that I needed to get rid of Max or I would have to leave. I am so upset that this woman would do this to someone because she didn't like the barking when I wasn't home ( which is only 3 hours a week ). I am so sad that I have been given a choice that is beyond what I feel is unfair. I guess I just can't wrap my head around all this. Ya know, my life has just turned upside down since you passed and I just keep getting a friggin black cloud over my head that won't go away. I have had so much disappointment and loss in the last 2 months and now more loss... just is NOT fair. I hate this. I am so sorry because I know you loved Max as I do. My life is empty now and will be even more now that I will lose him too. I need to ask you for something so important to Mom. I ask you to please come for Max and be with him. Take him with you so that you both can be together and play. He has been ill for 6 weeks now and I know his quality of life was not much more. If he goes naturally it would be easier for Mom. Please Tyler. I know this is a lot to ask you , but I know you understand where I am coming from. I know some people will think I am being crazy, but that's ok. They haven't been put in this situation and I hope no one ever is. Enough of this.... Even though I have not been writing to you, I have been talking to you on a daily basis and telling you about my day and what is going on. I miss you so much. I love you beyond any words can express. I know you have been near me because I could feel you. It is so important to know that you are watching over me and keeping me safe. Thank you so much. I hope that you have a great night and sweet dreams. Please continue to watch over and protect Mom and the rest of the family. I promise to start writing every day again. I love you. Always, Mommy xoxoxo. Muah!