Dear Tyler,

Hey my sweet son! How are you doing today? Mom is doing well. I can't believe that it is the end of September and it is still 90 degrees outside here. So hot and humid still. NH is getting the Fall weather and even some Winter weather right now. Meme and Grandpa keep me posted on it all. Sure do miss them like crazy. Never been away from NH or family for this long. It is so weird to be away from everything that I have ever known. I am still getting things prepped for a long weekend trip back home very soon. I plan to see as many friends and family as I can in a few short days. I promise to stop and visit with you every day. I can't wait to get your " ground stone " put in. I am still debating on the color... black or gray granite. I think you would like the black granite better but it will have to depend on the cost. With Mom not working it is kind of hard to do things. I am hoping that will change soon too. I plan on going to look for work very soon. Look out for Mom on this..will ya??? Thanks pumpkin! I miss you so much. So many times I go to pick up the phone or to turn on skype to chat with you. It is then everything becomes a huge reality for me that you are really gone. These 3 months have been the longest in my life ever. I miss my little boys voice. I miss your smile. I miss your laugh. I miss your attitude. I miss your sense of humor. I just miss you every second of every minute of every day. My life is just not the same without you in it. I have a such a huge void that will never close or be filled. That was the bond you and I had together. Mother and Son... there is nothing like it in the world. The blessings you gave me will always be held so close to my heart and soul. The memories I will always cherish. I wish nightly that I could have 1 more day with you. To tell you things I never could, to hold you, to hug you, to kiss your sweet face, but the problem with that is I would never want that day to end. That would be Mom being selfish. I hope that Heaven knows just how lucky they are to have you up there with all of them. I envy the Angels. I really do. Tonight... I will look to the sky and tell you I love you. I hope you go to your star on a regular basis and think of Mom. I love you with all my heart. Sweet dreams my precious son. Always, Mommy xoxoxo. Muah!