Dear Tyler,

Hey pumpkin! I hope you are having a really busy day today and doing lots of things up there in Heaven. My day has been going ok. I am actually feeling much better today. Less runny nose and coughing. Thank God for that. I actually got up today and started an exercise routine. It is a 1 hour video that I can do 5 days a week. It really kicked my butt this morning...hahaha! I can hear you laughing. I love the fact that I can still hear your voice in my head. I can hear your laugh and see your smile... I just wish that I could see and hear it all in person. I miss it so much and I miss you every minute. I wanted you to know that I am in the process of  really looking for your Flat Stone and getting it ordered and set before the snow starts flying up there in NH. In February I will order your bench and have that ready to be put in and set for Spring. I hope that I will do a good job making the decisions and that you will be proud of what I choose. I still want to make you happy. That is all that I ever wanted for you. This will never change. As I sit here writing to you, Snickers decided to jump up on the couch and put his paws on the keyboard. Guess he wanted to type you something. I asked him if he wanted to and he just wagged his tail like crazy. It was so cute. I know he misses you. Max is still hanging on. He is doing the same. Not any better or not any worse. Just keeping him comfortable as possible. I know that you are with them and watch over your puppies as well as all of your family and friends. Thank you. It means a lot to me to know that you love Mom so much that you are with me all the time or as much as you can be. I love you so much. I know you know just how much that is. I know you knew that when you were here with me and I know you know it now that you are in the Spiritual world. I hope that you have a good night. Many sweet dreams to you tonight. I will write you a longer letter tomorrow. I have to go grocery shopping now. Need to fight the damn traffic..ugh! Love you with all my heart and soul. To the moon & back and all the way around the world. Always, Mommy xoxoxo. Muah!