Dear Tyler,

Hi pumpkin! I am so sorry that Mom has not written to again in 3 nights, but as you know and can see I have been busy opening and putting away our belongings the last 3 days. It is so nice to see our things again after they have been in storage for the last 8 months, but boy am I old... I am in so much pain from bending and stretching from it all...lol! There have been a lot of emotions running through me as well. Many smiles and tears of happiness and sadness too as each box is opened. I have enjoyed looking at photos that I had forgot about. I found all the cards you gave me through the years and read each one. I have all the paintings that you too. I am going to buy some new frames and hang them on the walls in the apartment. I found your little blue blanket you used to lay your head on when you went to bed. I put it up to my face and noticed it still smelled like you. That made me smile. Oh yeah... I found " Binky " aka.." Stinky Binky " too. Laughed out loud when I saw the patch marks from when Dee caught it on fire in the microwave. I can hear you laughing now. Wasn't too long ago that we were talking about that and laughing. I sure do miss those times. I miss you. So many memories of us and family and friends through the years. I almost forgot.... What else did I find???? You got it the TMNT School Bus & Shredder! I remember you wanted that bus so bad. You were so patient for 3 weeks until Mom could afford it. One of the best $40.00 I ever spent. Your face was priceless when I gave it to you! Thank you for all the wonderful times. All the talks we had through the years. The pictures, letters, cards, paintings. I cherish them. I cherish you. 
 I wanted you to also know that I have contacted Facebook to have them Memorialize your profile page. This way nobody can go into it and do anything. It is a safe haven for all to post things to you. No one can be deleted from your page and unfortunately no one can be added either. I hope I made the right choice. I just want to Honor you in the right way. The way you deserve to be. You were a Hero to so many people. Family, friends, and to folks you never knew. You still are our Hero. When times get tough for Mom.. I think of you and all that you went through. I still draw strength from you. I know I always will. We may be separated from the physical world but we will always be connected. I feel it! 
 I am going to close this letter for now and get some much needed rest. I hope you have a wonderful night. My you have sweet dreams my precious son. I miss you and I love you so much. To the moon and back and all the way around the world. Please continue to watch over me and the rest of the family. Always, Mommy xoxoxo. Muah!