Dear Tyler,

Hi pumpkin! How are you doing today? I hope you are doing really well. Mom is doing ok but honestly I am really pissed off right now. I just got word from Aunt Shirley that someone stole the green solar lights from your grave site at the cemetery. First it was the dolphin wind chime and now this??? What is going on with people in Claremont??? Are they that hard up to take and steal things??? I am just so sick to my stomach right now it is not funny. The town won't even do anything about it either. They say it happens all the time. Tyler... I know that you see what is going on and who is doing this. Make sure you put your little spin on things and make them see that this is NOT right. I want you to have a nice site for family and friends to go and visit with you and talk to you. I don't want your site to be empty with nothing. That hurts Mom and breaks my heart. Please do something about this for me, ok? Thank you. You mean everything to me and deserve the best there is! I love you so much and want to honor you in every way that I can.
 Other than that.... like I said I am doing ok. I restarted my work outs in the morning again. While I was unpacking I didn't do it because I was getting enough of a work out. After I was done with that I waited for a few days to recover from the pain. I was feeling good today so I said I was going to start up again. It hurt like hell but felt good after I was finished. I am trying to loose inches and pounds but also I want to tone up too. I am doing this to feel healthy and better plus I would like to loose a few for when Marion & Charlie's wedding comes around in June! I have roughly 5 months to go before I can't have alterations done for the dress that I will be wearing. I can do it. I am keeping a positive attitude and staying strong! I know you would be proud of me. The color that I will be wearing is a deep purple. Us girls will be in the same color but we get to choose the style of the dress we want. I think that is so cool. I think I am going to go for something medium length. Nothing short or nothing long..something just right..lol! 
 I hear that Meme and Grandpa come to visit you often. I make sure to talk to them on a weekly basis. I miss them just as much as they miss me. This is a learning experience for us all. I have always been the one that was around them and was there and now that is not the case. I kinda feel guilty about that. I want to be there for them and I always will be but I need to be here right now. I think it would be really hard for Mom to be in NH at this time. Maybe someday I will return there but just not now. Please do me another favor and watch over Meme and Grandpa along with the rest of our family. That would mean alot for Mom. Let them know that you are around them. Thank you pumpkin! 
 Your Dad texted me last night. He was checking in to see if I was ok. We chatted back and forth for a few. I know by what he said he is still having a hard time dealing with all this. He is just feeling guilty and awful for all the times he wasn't there for you and didn't see you. I told him he needed to let it go and that you forgave him. He said he was trying. He really really needs you Tyler. He wants to see you and keeps asking for you. Please go to him and help him. I know you have tried but no luck, but please don't give up. Just keep trying! Again... thank you!
 I hope that you continue to watch over Mom too. I need it as well. I am still having a difficult time with all this too, but I guess I can deal with it better than some. I know in my heart you are happy and having the time of your life up there in Heaven. I guess I wish I could see it. You are my everything. You always will be!
 I hope you have a great night and that you have many sweet dreams. Again..as always I will look up to the sky tonight and look for the brightest star and know it is you shining down on me. I love you to the moon and back and all the way around the world. Always, Mommy xoxoxo. Muah!