Dear Tyler,

Hi my sweet son! How are you doing on this Tuesday evening? Today has been a very busy day for Momma. I started my studying & it felt great to get back into it again. So far so good but I know as I get more into it, it will become harder. I know you are right there with me as I go through this process. I am back on the routine that I was in when I was back in school. It works for me. Today also is a busy day in another way as well. Nana's Birthday is today. I believe that she would have been 93 or 94 years old. It is also Meme & Bob's wedding anniversary. They are celebrating 19 years today. Do you remember their wedding? It was in our house. Mom just finished up her chemo treatments. That is how I remember that date for them. I know that you don't celebrate birthdays where you are but please give Nana a big hug & kiss for me. I sure do miss her but I know that you are with her & Pepe. That makes me feel so much better. It makes Mom smile. Thank you pumpkin.
 Mom had the chance to talk to Grandpa last night for awhile. He is doing good & so is Debbie. She was working last night so I didn't get a chance to talk to her. Guess she is still debating on what she is going to do for work...stay where she is or go back to where she was. When she knows what is best for her she will make the decision & the change. I also spoke to Meme. She is doing well. Bob is having a hard time again but I am sure that things will get better again for them. I know this because you are watching over them like you do all of our family & friends. Mom also spoke to Aunt Beck for a bit. She is off tomorrow morning again for South America. This time to Peru for 2 weeks. She is excited but I guess John is not. Maybe that will change when he gets there. I also spoke to Auntie Kristina, Bonnie, & my friends Matt & Gary. It was a busy day on the phone & for everything else. Mom is exhausted as I have been up since 6:45 am & on the go ever since. After dinner I plan on relaxing, having a drink & watching a little tv & then going to bed. I think that is all the updates I have for you right now.
 here is your daily prayer for today. March 1~ Wherefore comfort yourselves together & edify one another, even as also ye do. Bless those who mentor, model, & cheer me on, Lord, urging me towards goals I set, applauding as I reach them & nourishing me to try again when I don't. Remind me to be a cheerleader. I plan to say thanks to those who are mine. Amen.
 The evening sky is almost fully upon us for another night. The sky is a deep blue right now & it is so pretty. Mom will look to the sky before I go to bed tonight to see if I see any stars or the moon shining bright. No matter what I will whisper to you as I do each & every night. Be listening for my voice. mile when you see me smile. I miss you, Tyler. I love you with all that I have. I love you with my heart & soul. Mom hopes that your night is everything you need & want it to be. Have fun up there where you are doing all the things you want to. Continue to fly high & fly free like I know you are doing. Slow down at times so you can rest. Close those sweet beautiful eyes of yours & have the sweetest of dreams. Come visit Mom in my dreams tonight as well. 
 Remember that you are forever in my heart, mind & soul. You are my true hero & my wind beneath my wings. Good night my sweet precious son. I love you to the moon & back & all the way around the world.
 Always, Mommy xoxoxo. Muah!