Dear Tyler,

Hi my sweet son! How are you doing on this Tuesday afternoon? Mom is doing ok..could be better but no complaints. The weather again is so cold, heavy rain, gray, bleak....kinda matches my mood today. I am still not feeling all that well still. I did get some sleep last night & that felt great. I needed it so much. Mom has no doubt in my mind that you were with me the whole night & watching over me to make sure that I did get sleep. Thank you so much my sweet precious son. You mean the world to me...always have & always will.
 Today, Mom has not really done all that much. The pups have been pretty quiet as well. I am pretty thankful for that as sometimes they can be a handful. Last night was pretty uneventful for me. Had dinner, wrote my letter to you, & watched tv for a bit. Mom went to bed early. I did not even talk on the phone...surprising huh? I am sure you are laughing at that... I can hear you now...lol. Mom is thinking that tonight is going to bed the same way....very quiet & going to bed early again. I know that this daylight savings time is kicking my a** this time for some reason. I know it will get better in the next few days. I am sure of it. I remember that you always had a tough time with the changes. You did do better this time of the year though. It was lighter longer, days were longer & the better weather was coming. This is the time that we loved. We could do so much. Wasn't too cold & wasn't too hot. It was just right. I miss our times together. I miss our talks & our laughs. I miss us playing games & Mom beating you at Monopoly...lol. I miss you beating me at mini golf & us yelling at it while we were playing the dang game. We sure did have a lot of laughs. We had our share of hard times too but no matter what we always said sorry & forgave each other & that meant so much to Mom as I am sure it did for you too. I love you with all my heart, mind & soul. I love you to the moon & back & all the way around the world. Please never forget this. I believe that you can hear me, see me typing to you & I know that you feel Mom's love in your soul. That makes me smile. Hope you see that.
 Mom does not have any new updates for you but I do have the daily prayer for you today. Here it is. March 15~ But let patience have her perfect work, that ye may be perfect & entire, wanting nothing. Oh Lord, what a comfort it is to know that you are working to perfect us even on days when we feel anything but perfect. One day all creation will be perfected. How we look forward to that day when our faith is fully realized & we are complete in you! Amen. 
 I know that I will not be seeing any stars or moon shining bright again tonight as the sky is so gray & white. It is still raining & the wind is really whipping. It is crazy. I know you will be shining bright for someone who needs it & that makes me proud. Mom will whisper to you as I always do so please be listening out for it later tonight. Smile when you hear my voice, ok? Smile that smile that I loved so much. The smile that I miss. Mom hopes that your night is all that you want & need it to be. May you do all that you need to do & be every where you have to be. Hope that you get to slow down & get some rest. Sweet dreams my sweet precious son. Come visit Mom in my dreams tonight as well. Please continue to watch over us all as I know that you do & continue to fly high & fly free. You are my true hero & my wind beneath my wings. Good night, Tyler. I love you unconditionally. 
 Always, Mommy xoxoxo. Muah!