Dear Tyler,

Hi my sweet son! How are you doing on this Monday evening? Mom is doing ok. Today has been quite the day. Very busy with doing some things around the house & then having some conversations on the telephone with a few friends. Mom was not able to start her test really today as Mark was not able to get to the bank in time to get the money that was needed for my exam. We indeed got the weather was was predicted for us. The snow started around 10:30 pm last night & went through to today until around noon time. In total we got about 5-6" of snow. It was quite cold today & the day was cloudy & overcast. The sun did come out for about 2 hours at the most & then went back to gray skies. Tomorrow the commute for Mark should be tricky as the puddles & snow will freeze over. Who would have thought the 2nd day of Spring & we see this. Got to love the New England weather.....Not...lol! 
 Mom got to talk to Aunt Beck for a bit today. It was so nice to hear her voice. I miss it when she goes on trips. I miss our talks. Sounds like she came home earlier than planned from this trip. She sounded good. Still trying to play catch up on things but all in all well. Thank you for being with them as they traveled. It means so much to us, Ty. Spoke to Grandpa last night & all is well with him & Debbie. Meme & Bob are well too. Aunt Shirley is in a lot of pain still & is having a hard time & Grammy is doing the best she can daily. No change with her really. Mark is working a lot & the pups are fine. Mom is trying to hold everything all together with life. I know you are watching over us all as well. Thank you so much my sweet precious son. Mom does have one request though... Auntie Kristina called me earlier this evening in a panic....rightfully so. You remember her Dad, the one who wanted to teach you to paint? Well he was rushed to the hospital today for his heart. He was in one hospital & now is being transported to DHMC to the cardiac unit. I guess he was having sharp pains & shortness of breath. Doctors feel he needs to have another stent put in. I hope that is all. Auntie Kristina is so upset. I was happy that she called Mom so that I could help her out. She was having a panic attack at the time & I talked her through it until she was calmed down. She said she called me because she needed Mom & she needed to hear my voice. That made Mom feel special & I was more than happy to help her out. She is like another sister to me & always will be. I love her Mom & Dad. They have always been good to Mom & you when you were here. They loved you very much as well. Can you please watch over her Dad, James for us all? I know Auntie Kristina will be whispering to you as she needs you too. Thank you pumpkin. Again, it means so much to Mom to have you be with us during the hard times & even in the good times. Mom misses you so much. More than words could say. I love you to the moon & back & all the way around the world. Mom wishes you were still here with me but because you can't I am so lucky & feel so special to have you as one of my Guardian Angels. 
 Tonight, once again, Mom will not see any stars or the moon shining brightly in the sky. Hopefully sometime soon they will be out for me to see again. It is going on week 3 since I have seen nothing. I know you are out there doing all the things you need to & want to. Mom will whisper to you as I always do. Be listening out for my voice. Smile again when you hear it & I will smile when talking to you. I will see you smiling when I close my eyes. I hope that you have a restful night as well. Sweet dreams to you & come visit Mom in my own dreams tonight. Remember that you are my hero, you are forever in my heart, mind & soul & you are the wind beneath my wings. Good night, Tyler. I love you so.
 Always, Mommy xoxoxo. Muah!

P.S. I almost forgot the daily prayer for today.... Mom's mind is crazy tonight. Anyways... Here it is for March 21~ Thou hast turned for me my mourning into dancing: thou hast put of my sackcloth & girded me with gladness. Security, loving God, is going to sleep in the assurance that you know our hearts before we speak & are waiting, as soon as you hear from us, to transform our concerns into hope & action, our loneliness into companionship & our despair into dance. Amen.