Dear Tyler,

Hi pumpkin! How are you doing today on this Sunday early evening? Hope wherever you may be it is the total opposite weather from what we are about to have. I have no doubt in my mind that you are somewhere warm where the sun is shining on your sweet face. Here where Mom is the weather is again...crappy. The sun was shining earlier this morning but that faded quickly. The clouds rolled in quite quickly & the sky turned the wonderful shade of gray & now it is totally white. The temp is so cold too. It is 31 degrees outside. Starting around 7 pm tonight we are suppose to be getting snow..yep you read correctly...snow. The storm is missing NH & mostly going through the coast of New England. That means right where Mom & Mark live we will be getting anywhere between 5-8" of that nice white stuff...not! Makes me so sad but nothing I can really do so I will be relaxing later tonight & taking a long bubble bath & then cuddling in my nice warm bed. Maybe even a glass of wine is in store for me as well...if it really starts to snow hard then maybe 2 glasses of wine...lol. 
 Mom really didn't do all that much today outside of the apartment. I did a few things inside today & I actually painted a picture. I am sure that you were with Mom during that time. It came out ok. Really not to crazy about it but I will be trying again tomorrow. I was suppose to be starting my exam but it has to be on Tuesday now. Mark tried to go to the ATM machine 3 different places & it couldn't read his card. It stated that the bank was doing something & wouldn't be done until Monday. Oh well... it is only 1 day so no big deal. It will give me a chance to look over the study guide & do a few things tomorrow seeings how when I do start the test... That is basically all I will be doing from 10 am to 5 pm for the next 6 weeks. It will be crazy but so worth it in the end. I look forward to getting this finished & then going out & looking for employment. We did our taxes today as well. That took a couple hours but it needed to get done & I am not complaining as today was the best day to do it. Other than that I spoke to a couple friends on the phone & left Aunt Beck a message. Spoke t Meme for a few as well. Grandpa will probably call later tonight as he is working right now. Think that is it for now. More updates for you later in the week. 
 Mom knows she will not be seeing anything once again shining in the sky tonight but I know you are up there or somewhere shining bright for someone who needs it more than I. Mom will whisper to you as I always do so hopefully you will be able to hear my voice. Smile that big sweet smile that I miss so much my sweet precious son. Mom will smile as I am talking to you as I know that is what you want to see from me as well. Hope that your evening is full of everything that you need & want to do. May it be peaceful & restful for you too. Not sure if you really do sleep...my guess is probably not but I still like to tell you too slow down, rest & have sweet dreams. Guess old habits are very hard to break. I guess I will forever tell you sweet dreams, that I miss you beyond words & that I love you to the moon & back & all the way around the world. I know I will never get tired of saying any of it & I know you will never get tired of hearing Mom tell you. 
 Before I close my letter to you I just wanted to write to you the daily prayer for today. March 20~ And the peace of God, which passeth all understanding, shall keep your hearts & minds through Christ Jesus. Lord, even though I know worry is useless waste of time & energy, it snares me again & again. Thank you for helping me notice early on that I'm about to wallow in worry once more. As I give this situation to you, Lord, I release my need to worry about it as well. Instead, I look for the blessings in the midst of all that's going on & thank you wholeheartedly for them. I willingly trade my worry for your peace. Amen.
 Mom wants you to know & never forget that you are forever in my heart, mind, & soul. You are my true hero & my wind beneath my wings. Good night my sweet son. I love you.
 Always, Mommy xoxoxo. Muah!