Dear Tyler,

Hi my sweet son. How are you doing on this Thursday evening? Mom is doing the best I can today. I just got done doing 2 sections of my exam. Yesterday I did 1 section for 9 hours straight & I flopped on that one. I thought it was going to be pretty easy but there were several questions that were very tricky. I did some research on the internet as well & still got the questions wrong. Mom was pretty upset last night. By the time I got done I was so tired. I watch 1 tv show & then went to bed. I am so sorry for not writing to you last night but Mom was just in no mood as you could see. I know I was upsetting you by the way I was acting last night & I am so sorry. Please forgive me. Today, I went into the exam with a different attitude & I did much better. The 1st section I did I got 3 wrong & the 2nd section I did I got them all right. I have answered 517 questions & I have 487 correct with a grade of 94 right now. Mom is pretty happy at the moment. I know that you are with me every step of the way & that is great because I need you, Tyler. Thank you for being there for Mom.
 The weather today was so freaking crazy. The sun was shining for a change & the sky was blue but the wind was blowing. We have been in a wind advisory warning all day long. The gusts of wind were up to 50mph. It was so nuts. It has calmed down quite a bit now. Hopefully the sky will be clear so that Mom will see the stars & moon out. No matter what I will be whispering to you as I always do so be listening out for my voice. Smile when you hear it & I will smile when I talk to you.
 Mom hasn't really got any updates for you as I am always stuck in my computer doing my exam. I am hardly doing anything else except the every day life stuff but being on the phone is not one of them. I am sure that everyone is still doing well because: a. You are watching over us all & b. I am sure I would get a phone call if things were not. Hopefully by the weekend I can update you on how things are. Oh I did get something over facebook that made me tear up.....it was in my memories & it said that 8 years ago I became friends with you. I was not expecting that & it made me cry. I couldn't help it pumpkin.
 I have a couple daily prayers for you so here they are. March 30~ Finally brethren, whatsoever things are true, whatsoever things are honest, whatsoever things are just, whatsoever things are pure, whatsoever things are lovely, whatsoever things are good to report; if there be any virtue & if there be any praise, think on these things. Lord, so often we find ourselves asking you to save us from bad situations only to discover you quietly revealing to us that we are our own worst enemies! Teach us to break destructive habits & to stop polluting our minds with negative thoughts, Lord. Save us from our enemies, even when it means you have to step in & save us from ourselves! Amen.
 March 31~ For thou hast made him most blessed for ever: thou hast made him exceeding glad with thy countenance. Lord, I open my eyes & all I see are the amazing blessings that surround me. In this moment, I want for nothing & I live with the knowledge that I can always turn to you for help & cast my cares upon you, when my clarity & my vision cloud with worry. Thank you, Lord, for reminding me that the joyful blessings of this moment are all because of your love for me. Amen.
 Mom is all caught up now. I hope that you night is everything that you want & need it to be. May you do all that you need to as well. Hope you have sweet dreams & come visit me in my own dreams tonight. Remember that you are always in my heart, mind & soul. You are my true hero & my wind beneath my wings. I miss you so much & I love you to the moon & back & all the way around the world my sweet precious son. Good night.
 Always, Mommy xoxoxo. Muah!