Dear Tyler,
Hi pumpkin! How are you doing on this Thursday evening? Mom is so sorry that I have not been able to write to you the last couple of days. Mom has just been so tired after doing her exam all day. My eyes have been so heavy & sore from starring at the computer all day that when it comes time to focus on doing your letter I can't even see the screen. Mom has been so tired lately that when I go to bed I am out like a light & I don't remember dreaming at all...you know that is not Mom because I remember all my dreams in detail every night. Anyways.... the weather today has been the same as it has been for the last 3 weeks. Cloudy, rainy & cold. I hope the sun will come out soon. I sure do miss it. These dreary days make it tougher on me & they drag me down where the bright sunny days give me pep in my step & I can do so much more. I hope where you are it is sunny & warm. Mom is so jealous of all the folks in the South. I am so tired of the cold & winter... I just want it to be over with. Guess I have a few more weeks of it even though it is Spring.
Lets see, the updates that i have for you are actually not that many for not writing to you for a couple days. It ha been pretty quiet on my end. Spoke to Aunt Beck, Meme, & Grandpa & everyone is doing well. Meme, Bob, Grandpa & Debbie will be here on Sunday for Easter. I can't wait to see them. I miss them so much. Auntie Kristina's Dad is doing ok. He had his surgery today & the doctors were able to put 2 more stents in his heart. If all goes well he will be able to leave the hospital on Friday. Thank you for being with him, her Mom & Auntie Kristina. She knows you were with her. She could feel your presence. Uncle Dick is back in the hospital again. Auntie Jacqui sent me a message yesterday telling me. Not sure what is going on with him again but hope there is an update tomorrow. Aunt Shirley is still in a lot of pain & Grammy is sleeping a lot lately. I know it comes with her age but it is really tough to hear about it. It makes Mom sad. My friend is doing well with his new job. He is finding it boring this week because it is the training but he will be " hands on " next week & that will be great. I am just so happy that he is working again. I am sure it makes him feel better as well. Mark is working so much this week. I have hardly ever talk to him let alone see him. Pups are good. They drive me crazy still but I love them....lol Mom is doing alright. Some days are good & other days I struggle a lot. I know you are with me. Thank you so much. It means the world to Mom. I miss you like crazy & I love you to the moon & back & all the way around the world. Never forget that, please.
Well Mom has 4 daily prayers to catch up on so here they are. March 21~ Thou hast turned for me my mourning into dancing; thou hast put off my sackcloth & girded me with gladness. Security, loving God, is going to sleep in the assurance that you know our hearts before we speak & are waiting, as soon as you hear from us, to transform our concerns into hope & action, our loneliness into companionship & our despair into dance. Amen.
March 22~ For when God made promise to Abraham, because he could swear by no greater, he sware by himself, Saying, Surely blessing I will bless thee & multiplying I will multiply thee. Faith in a wise & trustworthy God, even in broken times like these, teaches us a new math: subtracting old ways & adding new thoughts because sharing with God divides our troubles & multiplies unfathomable possibilities for renewed life. Amen.
March 23~ I have gone astray like a lost sheep; seek thy servant; for I do not forget thy commandments. Dear Lord, when I am sad, you give me hop. When I am lost, you offer me direction & guidance. When I am alone, you stand beside me. When my heart aches with sorrow, you bring me new blessings. Thank you for your gifts of grace, love, & healing. Amen.
March 24~ But it is good for me to draw near to God: I have put my trust in the Lord God, that I may declare all thy works. Because God is good, he loves to bless us. Yet his deepest longing is for a relationship with us. As you enjoy the good things the heavenly Father has given to you, take time to commune with him, to grow closer to him, & to get to now him a little better. Amen.
Wow, Mom is all caught up now. Makes me feel good. It was really bothering me that I couldn't write to you. I know you didn't mind but Mom did. The night sky has been upon us for some time now. I know I won't see anything shining in the sky but it doesn't matter as I will whisper to you as I always do every night. Be listening out for my voice. Smile when you hear it & I will smile when I talk to you. Mom is hoping that your night is filled with everything you need & want to do. I know you are very busy learning all kinds of things so you will be set when you decide to have your next life. Sweet dreams my sweet precious son. Come visit Mom in my dreams tonight. You are forever in my heart, mind & soul. You are my true hero & my wind beneath my wings. Good night, Tyler. I love you more than words could say.
Always, Mommy xoxoxo. Muah!
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