Dear Tyler,

Hi my sweet son. How are you doing on this Saturday night? Mom has had a pretty rough couple of days but I am hanging in there. I have a massive headache right now & am going to go to bed but I first wanted to write you a quick letter to tell you that I miss you so much & I love you to the moon & back & all the way around the world.
 Tomorrow is Easter & Meme, Bob, Grandpa & Debbie are coming down to see Mom & Mark. I am pretty excited to see them as it has been 4 months. They are leaving early in the morning & will be here around 10 am. Mom sure hopes to get plenty of sleep so that I can get up early in the morning to do all the cooking. Please be with Mom tonight. I need you so much right now, Ty. Lots of things are going on & I wish I could hear your voice. I need a Tyler pep talk so bad. I need your words of wisdom that is for sure.
 The weather today was better than it has been. It was pretty chilly & the sun finally came out late this afternoon for a couple hours. Hope that tomorrow is nice so that I can show everyone around. This will be Meme & Bob's first time here & I know they are excited. Mom is excited for them. Please watch over them as they are traveling to & from. Thanks pumpkin.
 Mom really doesn't have much for updates as it  has been pretty quiet the last couple of days with me being alone. Uncle Dick is home now & resting. Auntie Kristina's Dad is home resting as well. Thank God for that. It was touch & go for awhile. Aunt Beck is crazy busy as always. I will be calling everyone tomorrow to wish them a good day. Wish Heaven had visiting hours & a phone as I would love to see you & talk to you......Hope you get to celebrate with Nana & Pepe & so many others. Give everyone my love. I miss them all so much too.
 Here is the daily prayers I need to catch up on. March 25~ The Lord hath appeared of old unto me, saying, Yea, I have loved thee with an everlasting love: therefore with loving kindness have I drawn thee. Lord, you have seen the times when I've been abandoned by those in whose love I have trusted. You have known the loneliness in my soul. I must confess to you that it causes me to wonder if your love has failed me, too. I need you to assure me that you are still here & that you will always stay with me. Amen.
 March 26~ And the fruit of righteousness is sown in peace of them that make peace. Kindness sows a seed within me that begins to sprout where before all was barren. Leaves of trust start to bud & I branch out. I take in gentle caring & loving nudging & realize I might just go ahead & bloom! After all, God arranged spring after winter. Amen.
 Mom is all caught up yet again. The night sky has been upon us for several hours now. In a few minutes I will look to the outside & whisper to you as I always do. I hope to see the stars & the moon tonight shining bright. If not maybe tomorrow. be listening for Mom's voice. Smile & I will smile so you can see as well. Hope you night is all that you need & want. Sweet dreams my sweet precious son. You are forever in my heart, mind & soul. You are my true hero & my wind beneath my wings. Good night, Tyler. I love you.
 Always, Mommy xoxoxo. Muah!