Wednesday, March 9, 2016

Dear Tyler,

Hi my sweet son! How are you doing on this Wednesday afternoon? The weather today is so gorgeous! It is so sunny with the bluest of skies & the temp is 72 degrees. Mom is getting a dose of Spring time weather today & I can't wait for the warmer weather to get here again. Today has been a sad day for Mom as you know. Today is 1 year since we lost Snickers & he went to be with you pumpkin. I know that you are taking really good care of him & Max for Mom. Last night Mark had to work really late & I was remembering what a year ago was like for us here. Snickers was so sick & he had been at the vets all day. We had to bring him back the next morning, which was today. We got called with the worst news ever. Mom had such a hard time dealing with it all. Snickers was your dog but Mom took care of him all those years & he was my little canine boy so to speak. I didn't want to let go of him because that was the last thing that I had that was yours. Losing Snickers was like losing you again. I tried to be upbeat today as best I could but I am not sure that I succeeded at all. I tried to stay busy as well so that my mind would not wander. Think I did ok with that. I talked on the phone with a couple friends & with Meme for a bit. Mark worked from home today as well. princess & Ozzy did help Mom too. I talked to them about Snickers. I know they didn't understand a dang word I said but that is alright cuz it did help Mom out. I also know that your were with me too. Thanks Ty!
 Today Grandpa called during the day which was odd but he was visiting Grammy & asked if I wanted to talk to her. I was so happy. I talked to her for a few minutes. She sounded good but very confused. That part made me sad. I will be seeing her in a couple weeks so that will be nice. I miss Grammy along with all our family & a few friends. I know that you are with her on a daily basis & that means a lot to Mom. I do have an update on Uncle Dick.... he is doing a little better. He is still in the hospital as of right now. He is in the Respiratory Care Unit. He is having solid foods now but has to be on a " no salt diet "  doctors have told him he needs to loose a fair amount of weight. I will call him when he gets home as I want him to do a lot of resting. I know you are also watching over him & Aunt Jacqui as well. Thanks pumpkin. Think that is all I have for you today.
 Here is your daily prayer for tonight. March 9~ For as the earth bringeth forth her bud & as the garden causeth the things that are shown in it to spring forth; so the Lord God will cause righteousness & praise to spring forth before all the nations. It's easy to praise you for your majesty & power when we see thundering waterfalls, crashing ocean waves or majestic sunsets. Help us learn to praise you when we see a dewdrop, a seedling or an ant. Amen.
 The evening sky is yet again upon us for another night. Mom did not see any stars or moon last night so I am hoping to see something tonight shining in the sky. No matter what I will whisper to you as I always do each & every night. Be listening for my voice my sweet precious son. Smile when you hear Mom & I will try my hardest to smile for you tonight. Don't get upset with Mom if I can't do that though. I know you will understand. I miss you so much & I love you with all that I have & all that I am. To the moon & back & all the way around the world. 
 I hope that your night is all that you want & need it to be. May you continue to fly high & free every where you may go. Rest if you can & have the sweetest of dreams. Please come visit Mom tonight in my dreams as well. You will forever be in my heart, mind & soul. You will forever be my true & bravest hero & my wind beneath my wings. Good night my sweet son. I love you unconditionally. Please give Max & Snickers lots of hugs & kisses from Mom tonight. Maybe even a few extra ones as well. I sure do miss them too....very much. Thank you.
 Always, Mommy xoxoxoxo. Muah

P.S. Today is Aunt Mary's Birthday. I am sure that she would love to get a visit from you. You would make her day! 

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