Dear Tyler,

I saw this poem and wanted to print it on here for you. I know if you could you would say this to me , the rest of your family, and your friends. I hope you like it. I love you, Mom

I just wanted you to know 
that even though I'm not there.. 
and I left you not to long ago 
I know that it doesn't seem fair 

I left without warning
even though you may have known
I look down at all my loved ones mourning
and leave white feathers so that my love is shown

I need you to know, that I'm always there
no matter what, no matter where
I'm listening to every word you speak
you are so strong its amazing
Its ok to ask for some guidance, it doesn't mean that you're weak
sometimes you need to cry
and I'll be there, watching you
maybe not exactly where you'd like me to be
just look up, I'm in the sky

I know right now its rough
but its something you'll all get through
I know you want answers,
and I know sometimes you blame yourself
just know that you did everything you could for me,
and I appreciate it with everything I have
which is something I should have showed you
your my rock, my everything
your someone I will forever miss
your amazing, and your doing great
there may be some things in life
you need to start to appreciate
but just know that I love you
and that I'm doing just fine
better than ever, I'm flying up high
don't be sad anymore
because I am happy
right up here in this beautiful blue sky
I got my angel wings
and my brown spikey hair
and all day I get to sit here and stare
at all the ones I love, living life
just know that you will never be alone
I will always be with you
I will continue to make my presence known

I love you all with all my heart
and I know my death didn't seem fair
no matter what, no matter where
for all of you, I will always be there