Dear Tyler,

Hi my sweet son! How are you doing today in Heaven? I hope you are wonderful and today is all that you want it to be. Mom is doing well today. Sickness is all gone and I actually worked out today! I actually missed it so much last week when I was sick. Caught up on house work and also did laundry. I am waiting for Mark to get home from the office so that we can go do some Christmas shopping for the family that I was telling you about. I am hoping that the stores are not too busy! I am not looking forward to getting in such crowds and getting into all the pushing and shoving. Watch over Mom tonight while I go out!
 Spoke to Aunt Becky today! She sounds great and is getting ready to take her trip to South America in January! I guess Brandy is coming out to visit Mom in February. It will be nice to see Bean for a few days. I believe that she will be coming around Valentine's Day! I am really happy to be able to get some time to spend with her. It has been years since we have done this so I will embrace it all. I miss her.
 I miss you, Tyler. I love you with all my heart and soul. I had a dream about you this morning that was so real. I couldn't shake the feeling and couldn't go back to bed after I woke up. It was a bunch of small dreams wrapped into a big one. You were all ages and we were doing all kinds of fun things with others. Then you got sick and it became a nightmare. I seemed like I couldn't wake up when I wanted too. I don't know what that dream meant but I have to say that I dream of you a lot. Some are really wonderful dreams and some are really scary. I wonder if you are coming to me in my dreams and that is why they seem so real. I wonder if you are trying to tell me something. If you are then continue to try because I will get them and the meaning sooner or later. Just don't give up on me.
 The sky is cloudless and clear so tonight will be another wonderful night to see the stars shining in the sky. I will look for you.. the brightest one shining! I will whisper to you as I always do. Be listening for Mom. Please continue to watch over Mom and all our family and friends. I know you do but I always want to make sure I ask you. Thank you my sweet precious son for everything. Have a wonderful peaceful night and many sweet dreams to you. I love you to the moon and back and all the way around the world. 
 Always, Mommy xoxoxo. Muah!