Dear Tyler,

Hi sweetheart! How are you doing tonight? I am doing well but it is soooo cold here. The temp today was 36 degrees. I guess this week is suppose to be really cold.... no higher than 40 degrees. I am so not use to this weather. Send me some sunshine, Tyler :) Thanks pumpkin! 
 Today was a good day. I got to go out and do some shopping. It was so busy as I knew it would be due to the Holiday is approaching us in  few weeks. Look around for gifts for family but didn't see much. I did grocery shopping instead. Guess I am just having a hard time getting into the spirit because you are not here with me. Everyone says the first year is the hardest and boy were they right! I will hang in there though. I won't let you down.
 Spoke to Meme tonight. She told me that she spoke to Aunt Becky this morning. I guess from what I was told you were here with Mom this week. Aunt Becky said that you were standing behind or next to me, kind of on your profile and you had 1 hand on my back and the other hand over my heart. Thank you so much for that. I know that I have asked for you a lot this week due to missing you and all the things going on with Amy. It shows Mom that you really do know where I am and that just warms my heat and makes me smile. Thank you :)
 Didn't hear from Dave today at all. We do know that Amy's Mom is in NH and having to make some tough decisions. The only other thing that we know is that there were no changes in Amy as of yesterday. Doctors are still saying the same things. Please continue to be with her and guide her to what happens next in her journey... whether it is here on this Earth or in Heaven. I pray that things happen the way they are suppose to be. I want her to be happy no matter where that is suppose to be.
 I have one more request for you. I have spoken to you about one of my friend's son, Lucas before. He has had a rough couple of days/ nights and I was hoping and wondering if you could watch over him too. He is a special young man. Another Angel from above. Please watch over his Mom too. Her name is Laura. She needs to stay strong for her precious son and for herself. Thank you so much, Tyler. I wish you were here with Mom and I could turn the hands of time back but because I can't I feel so comfortable and honored to have you as my sweet Angel watching over me. I miss you so and I love you beyond words.
 I walked the dogs earlier and there were no stars because of all the clouds. I did however whisper to you. I hope you heard Mom. I know you are shining bright. I hope to see my star in the sky very soon. 
 Please watch over Mom and all our family & friends. Have a wonderful night and sweet dreams my sweet precious son. I love you to the moon and back. Always, Mommy xoxoxo. Muah!