Dear Tyler,

Hi my sweetheart. How are you doing today? I hope you are well. Today is so cold and rainy. The weather is so crazy here. Never know what your going to get..lol. I hope you like the poem that I posted on here. I know that if you could say those words to all of us you would. I miss you so much and so many others do too. 
 Amy is still hanging on. I know Dave said that her Mom was flying into NH today to go see her daughter at DHMC. I know by the things that Dave told Mark on the phone things are not good. The doctors have said that there was nothing more that they could do for her. There were no signs at all that things were getting any better. It makes me so sad. Hearing all this just makes me go back to what the doctors said to Mom. I know that she is hanging on for her own reasons but I wish she wouldn't make herself suffer anymore. I wish that she would release herself and set herself free. It is bittersweet. Amy will be better off though. No more illnesses and seizures. She will be reunited with her Dad and her daughter from long ago. Please help her when she gets to Heaven. Show her the ropes. Thanks pumpkin.
 I did hear another thing on FB today from one of the nurses at Crotched Mtn. I see that another resident has passed on. I don't know when it happened but Rickie is pain free now. He is no longer confined like you and Ron now. Such sad news but I know that he is better off with you in Heaven. I guess these last few months were hard on him medically. When you see him tell him that I said hello. Now you all can watch movies and play video games together.. just like old times. 
 The clouds are so heavy and thick today so it sucks that I won't see the stars in the sky tonight. I will know that you, my bright star will be shining brightly and watching over us all. I will whisper to you as I always do so be listening my precious son. I love you with all my heart and soul. To the moon and back and all away around the world :) I miss you.
 Always, Mommy xoxoxo. Muah!