Dear Tyler,

Hi pumpkin! Happy Friday the 13th to you! I hope that you are well up there in Heaven and doing all kinds of wonderful things. Today was a better day for Mom. I actually did my usual routine and actually worked out. I haven't been able to do that in 6 days due to being sick. I am definitely feeling better and getting back to my old self again. It feels good. I also ate 2 full meals today and not just crackers. My belly is happy about that too. Anyways... not much happened with Mom today. The weather was rainy again and overcast. I did get a pleasant surprise and spoke to a dear friend on the phone for 3 hours. I know you are rolling those eyes and laughing saying you know how Mom loves to talk..lol! We spoke and caught up on things in life and mutual friends, etc...it was really nice to talk to her. She is a sweetheart and she is the one who has the son that I always ask you to watch over... Lucas. 
 Oh... I want you to know before I forget that when I walked Max and Snickers last night it was indeed cloudy, but you could see the moon and no stars. I was telling Mark how odd that was and when I went back to walk to the apartment I looked to the left and saw 1 bright star in the sky. I looked up and whispered to it. I believe that it was you shining brightly for Mom to see. I said my usual to you but also said thank you because I haven't seen any stars in 8 nights. I am hoping that they will be out tonight and I can see that bright star again. Be listening to and for Mom!
 I guess that all the bad weather we are getting here is because of the snow storm that is heading to New England over the weekend. They are predicting anywhere between 10- 12" of snow or more. Remember those days? We loved looking at the fresh falling snow. It was so beautiful with the street lights and the moon reflecting and making it sparkle and glitter. We would love it when we could just stay home and do nothing while it was snowing outside. I remember playing games with you or watching a movie with blankets around us and eating popcorn or ice cream. Those were the days and I cherish them all. I thank God for all the memories I have of you and Mom. That is what keeps me going. It is what keeps me laughing and smiling. 
 I wrote to you on your Facebook page late last night and when I went to post it it would not let me. It kept saying " failed ". I tried a couple times and no luck. I kinda smiled and took it as a sign that you saw what I wrote but didn't want it posted to your page. That's ok as long as you read it and you know what I wanted to tell you. I miss you so much. I really do. I long to hear your voice, kiss your face, give you a hug, and see that smile of yours. I love you beyond words. You were my world and you always will be :)
 Please watch over Mom and all our family and friends. I hope you have a great night and many sweet dreams my precious son. Tell Nana, Pepe, Ron, Amy and everyone else hello for me. I miss them too.
 Always, Mommy xoxoxo. Muah!

PS. Behave on this Friday the 13th... not too many tricks up there...lol..wink wink.. I know you :) Love you!