Dear Tyler,

Hi my sweet son! Today is Monday all over again & boy does it ever feel it. I hope you are doing well today. Oh boy... Mom is beside herself at this point. I think I was just way over my head at this point. I was missing Snicks & Mark & Mom did indeed adopt a pup. She is 8 years old & a doxie. Her name is Princess. She is a sweet girl but she has only taken a liking to Mark. She only wants to be around him & not me. I am trying to deal with it but boy is it difficult. I am kind of at a loss. She doesn't like going outside & she is potting in the apartment which is not cool. I thought I was a person who had a lot of patience but I guess I am finding I really don't. I don't except her to be comfortable right off. There has to be an adjustment period but how can Mom do the necessary things if she won't come near me? I will see what a couple more days bring & after that if things don't work out then she will have to go back to the lady we got her from. 
 I am sorry that I haven't written to you all weekend but I think you have seen what Mom has been going through. I am so tired too. I think I will be taking a nap after I finish my letter to you. Guess I am definitely not as young as I once was or think I am as young as I really am not. Watch over me, Ty.. I need your help. Thanks buddy!
 Did you visit your Aunt Beck the other day as it was her Birthday? I am sure that you did. I am sure that you go & visit all our family, friends & many others. We love the signs that you give us so please do not stop. It means so much to Mom & every one else. I love hearing the stories when people tell me that they got a sign or they saw you. It makes me smile. That is how we keep you alive. Thank you for this = ]
 I have been seeing the stars & the moon the last couple of nights. It was a beautiful crescent moon last night & this morning. I have been whispering to you as I always do. Have you heard my voice? Does it make you smile? Does it comfort you? I really hope so. I think that I will see it tonight too. The sky is partly cloudy & blue. The weather is sunny & crisp out with a little wind. I will whisper to you tonight so I hope you will be listening out for Mom. I miss you bunches & I love you beyond words. Please always remember this.
 I have a couple daily prayers for you so here they are. March 14~ You, O Lord, are a God merciful & gracious, slow to anger & abounding in steadfast love & faithfulness. God, today I pray not for myself but for my friends & my family. I ask that you shine your loving light upon them for all the good they do. Bless them with all good things. Without my friends & family, I don't know how I get by. I know in my heart that you sent each & every one of them to me; they were handpicked by you with love. Bless my friends today. 
 March 15~ Wisdom is a fountain of life to one who has it. Be with all our teachers, loving Father. Our children are so blessed by the sacrifices that these teachers make each day as they pass along their academic wisdom, as well as their common sense. Give them an abundance of both, Lord. And please keep the schools in which they work safe from harm. Today, may teachers feel inspired & gratified, & may the appreciation they so richly deserve be showered upon them. Lord, as the greatest teach of all, instill your insights in all those who endeavor to teach today. It is a teacher's servant heart that can keep her or him going.
 March 16~ Direct your heart to the Lord, & serve him only, & he will deliver you. Father, it is not easy to remain hopeful in the face of adversity. Sometimes I just want to run away from the challenges I face or hide in my bed & cry. But because you have told us to be joyful in our hope, I will put away my fears & replace them with the steadfast trust in you. I'm confident that you will deliver me, & I will use this time to grow in my belief in you. I ask in the name of your precious Son. Amen. 
 As I was typing this I have realized that I am at the point in my daily prayer book that I have completely finished the full year for you. I think these have been repeats so I apologize to you. I will now how to find other things to write to you as a daily prayer. So days may be prayers, so days may be quotes. I think I will be mixing it up for us both. I have a couple ideas so tomorrow we shall both see!
 I hope that you will have a wonderful afternoon & a relaxing evening. I hope that it is peaceful & may it be all that you need & want it to be. I am hoping & praying that you have sweet dreams my sweet precious son. I hope to sleep better tonight & see you in my dreams. I love you with all my heart. You are forever in my heart, mind, & soul.
 Always, Mommy xoxoxo. Muah!