Dear Tyler,

Hi my sweet son. How are you doing on this Monday early evening? I hope that as is well where you are. I hope it is so warm & sunny...just the way you like it. Today just has not been my day at all. Well... Sunday wasn't my day either. I know that you know what I am talking about. The last 2 days have been tough for Mom. I don't know what is going on but all I do is feel like crying nonstop. Between Mark & I not seeing eye to eye, Snickers still being sick & going to the vets tonight to be seen, & then I have been on the telephone nonstop with the movers in Texas. I have been hung up on, been yelled at & the man even was swearing at me for the last 6 hours. I tried to call Mark but once again..work came first & he couldn't be bothered with any of it. I was in tears. I try so hard & just seem to fail at it all. I am just done with it all. I just don't know what to do. I am speechless & you know that is not Mom..lol! 
 As I just said.. Snicks is going on day 2 with not eating or drinking so he is going to get an exam & see what else is going on tonight. I wanted to write to you now because I don't know how long it will be that we are gone with him. I hope it is not something really serious. I feel so bad for the little guy. I have tried several times today to get him to eat & drink & nothing. I have taken him outside 5 times today & he can't really go potty either. Please be with us tonight as we go. Be with Mom & Snicks. I could really use your help right now. I wish I could talk to you. You would always know what to say to calm me down. Gosh... I miss that so much. I miss you, Tyler. I love you to the moon & back & all the way around the world. Please always know this & never forget it.
 Here is the daily prayer for Monday, March 9~ The Lord watch between you & me, when we are absent one from the other. Heavenly Father, how blessed we are! You keep us connected to those we love even when they are far away. When a mom in one city prays while her college age daughter is praying in another city, they are connected by their prayers to you. I want to be connected that way to my family far away, Lord. You know how much I miss them all. Comfort my yearning heart & empty arms with the knowledge that we are never really separated from those we love,especially when we all love you. Thank you for that blessing, Lord. 
 I hope you still like the daily prayers that I write to you. I know I am getting closer to the date that I started these last year. I am still trying to come up with something else that I am going to do when these are done. I have a couple ideas so we shall wait & see. 
 I am going to close with letter to you for now. I know that Mark will be getting home soon from work & we have to bring Snickers to the vets so I want make sure I am completely ready. I am sorry that this letter is short but at least I was able to write you. Mark just got in so we are off to get Snicks looked at. 
 I will look to the evening sky later to see the stars & the moon. I will come back on & posts some pictures for you too. I will whisper to you as I always do. I hope you have a wonderful night. Sweet dreams my sweet precious son. You are forever in my heart, mind, & soul. I hope to see you in my dreams tonight. I love you bunches.
 Always, Mommy xoxoxo. Muah!