Dear Tyler,

Hi my sweet son. How are you doing on this Wednesday evening? I hope that you are in a warm place with the sun shining down on your face & you are smiling away. Mom is doing ok today. I have been up since early this morning & I am getting sleepy but I will be staying awake until Mark gets home from work. He had to work super late tonight so he won't be home until 10pm or even later. Makes a long day being alone & an even longer day for Mark where he has been working & commuting. Guess we both will be sleeping pretty good tonight...lol!
 Princess has been a good girl for Mom today. She has gone potty on the puppy pad again & she has been going up the stairs like a pro. She still won't go down the stairs but that is ok. She is getting there. She is starting to get comfortable with us & her surroundings. I think in another couple weeks she will be completely trained & a very happy girl with happy parents. I know you are working your magic & I really appreciate it & I still need it & your help. Thank you pumpkin. I know you can see Princess & I know you think she is adorable. I know you will love Ozzy too when we get him in a couple days! I can't wait to meet the little guy. Princess is scared of other dogs big or small so I am hoping that she will warm up to the pup & like him. Time will tell & we shall see! I know you will make it happen. I know you will help us all out  = ]
 So today I got in touch with Aunt Ann & spoke to her about what she did to become a medical transcriptionist. I thought about it years ago when I used to stay up & care for you. It is a 4 month course & then you get certified. It is not a lot of money but it will give Mom something to do & some money in my pocket. I feel that this is a great choice because I can use my knowledge of what I know in the medical field. I have 20+ years of medical terminology so I think I could do well in this field. I think you would encourage Mom to go for it & you would be happy for me. I am thinking of starting it in the next month. 1st I want to get your stone & bench paid off & ordered so it will finally be in your resting place. That is the most important thing for Mom right now. I think you will smile & be happy with what I came up with & chose for you. It was a tough thing for Mom to do as it was just another thing to remind me that this is really real & you really aren't coming back. I miss you so much. I know I say this all the time but it is so very true. I miss you face, your smile, your voice, your laugh, your jokes, our talks, our fights & everything else. I love you unconditionally still & I always will. No words can ever express the love I have for you my sweet precious son. You were & still are my everything. You had my heart for 22 years & you took my heart the day you left the physical world. You will always be the only one who has Mom's heart & I know you know that. 
 I have a couple quotes for you so let me write them out to you right now. " Time is like a river.... You cannot touch the same waters twice, because the flow that has passed will never pass again. ENJOY EVERY MOMENT OF YOUR LIFE! "
 " Each day means a new twenty-four hours. Each day means everything is possible again. "
 Hope you like those because Mom sure does. Well the evening sky is upon us once again. The sky was clear today but the clouds have rolled in just as it said they would. It is suppose to rain the next couple of days but the temps are suppose to be in the high 50's! Super happy about that! I am not sure if I will see the stars & moon but that is ok. I know you are shining bright no matter where you may be. The moon & stars were beautiful last night. I whispered to you as I always do. I will do the same tonight so hope you hear Mom. I don't really know what you do during the day or the night, if there is a difference where you are or it is always day time & sunny. Again, no matter what I will always tell you to have sweet dreams because I always did when I tucked you in at night. I hope to see you in my own dreams tonight. Please continue to watch over Mom, Mark, & our family & friends. Thank you. I love you. You are forever in my heart, mind, & soul.
 Always, Mommy xoxoxo. Muah!